Bullied By Them, Loved The Other

hell hole

As I walked up the narrow pathway to the hell that's called school, it made me wonder. Why do they hate me so much. When I entered the large building, I immediately felt regret. Everybody's stares and comments sank in like weights but only on the inside. Let's just get this shit done with. I thought to myself as I passed a corner. Instantly Victor and Mike called me words like slut, bitch, whore, dick eater, prostitute, ect.

As I enter my first class of the day, my teacher Mr Harris wasn't in the classroom as usual. Victor, Mike and Jaime surrounded me and harassed me. Mike pulled my hair and Victor ransacked my bag. Victor pulled out my tampons and called me a slut, " I guess this is what you do when someone doesn't want to fuck with you. Slut." Before the teacher entered the class Victor forcefully kicked my chair and made me fall out.

During the whole period Jaime was throwing tiny bunches of paper at my head. Mike was passing me papers that explained what I was. Thing is, I have every class with at least one of them.

When class was over I rushed out of the class and onto my next class. When I entered I took a seat closest by the back and opened my journal and started sketching. This girl Lillie who is a whore HATES me. "Sup little bitch" she shouted in my ear and ripped off most pages on my journal. I can't take this anymore, 3 more years with her?!?! (Including this year). I stood up and slapped her in the face. Victor, Mike and Jaime were watching in the doorway and so was the whole class. There's this kid Tony while he was watching her had a look of sorrow; then we made eye contact. Picking up my things I left shoving Victor and Jaime out of my way. I headed to the cafeteria because that's where we all go when we skip class, our teachers don't take attendance anymore so they wouldn't notice me being gone.

I should introduce myself. My name is mariah (m-ah-riy-ah). My favorite color is navy blue. I don't talk much. I have abusive parents and I cut. My father wants to kill me, but he does it slowly. Everyone that's in my life now hates me. I've never been called beautiful before and to be honest I wish someone would. That's all you need to know for now.