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I didn't want to speak to anyone, I figured that maybe I was overreacting but I sorta didn't feel like I was.

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It's now been two months.  I called Tony back when I knew he wasn't very busy, I always knew because he gave me a schedule of when he had concerts and meetings to do. 

I knew he was cheating on me.  I have decided that I would call him one more time, if he didn't answer then I guess I'd have to accept the fact that he found someone else. 

I called Tony once more. No answer.  I packed my stuff and I left.  He was done with me. Before I left I won't him a note that went like this:

Dear Tony,
I love how you are doing what you love to do.  Before I say anything else I want you to know that you where my first love and I will always love you. I just feel like we don't communicate anymore, I haven't talked to you in a while or seen you in months. You've become my best friend and the only person in this world who I can actually trust. I felt so deceived when I seen that you kissed sombody else, I don't know if that was for publicity or what. When I seen that photo I  knew that you where just done with me and you've found sombody better, it's okay I should've seen this coming. Please take care of yourself, I love you. So much. Goodbye.
Xo mariah.

It broke my heart, I would never want to hurt him. But I was the one who felt hurt. Dead inside without him. He saved me, and I hurt him.

I rented an apartment in Miami. I love the beach and hot weather so this would be perfect for me. As life has always treated me like shit, I never found anyone else. I made two really good friends but not as good as Tony was to me.

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