Bullied By Them, Loved The Other

We meet again

I knew it was Tony and I was hoping he wouldn't see me, I wasn't everything that would've happened if he did. But he did and there was no stopping it.

He saw me and we made were contact. My lips trembled. My mind was so lost. But he saw me.  He was walking towards me but right by me at the same time.

"Earth to Mariah" Jessica said waving her hand in front of my face. "Are you almost done, I was gonna throw out our plates."  I nodded twice and she took all three of our plates to the trash.
"So what are we doing next? Are we just walking around?" Jhene questioned. "I guess so, Jessica wanted to check it out and we got nothing better to do with our time so" I answered. We got up and walked around the venue.  I found a bathroom since I had to go, I didn't want to hold up Jhene and Jessica. I told them I'd catch up with them.  As I was furthering away from the bathrooms I bumped into him.

"Sorry" I apologized.  "No no it's alright" he said we made eye contact AGAIN. "Mariah?"  My eyes got wide. I didn't know what to say. This was what I dreaded.

"Tony? What are you doing here?" I was playing stupid. Of course I knew what he was doing here.  "I'm preforming here... what are you doing here?"  He looked into my eyes, I could see he was hurt. I did this to him. Nobody else but me. "I...kinda live out here now." I hesitated to tell him, I hesitated to talk to him even. I was so ashamed of what I did.

"Well I definitely want to catch up with you sometime, I think that'd be great." He tried to smile.  How was he still so positive about this? Why was also the question.  "Yeah of course." 
I looked at the ground because I wanted to cry, this was to much. I ruined a perfect relationship.  "Listen my bus is way over there," he pointed to the other side of the venue where the other buses were parked.  "You should stop by sometime." He said before walking away.

I couldn't tell if he was happy or even sad. He knew I was sad, I assumed. I was practically crying.