Bullied By Them, Loved The Other

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Tony brought me to his place opening the door and helping me in. We made way to his bedroom and asked if I wanted to sleep. I tensed up at the thought of what Walter did to me. "No I'm-I'm fine." I said with my head down. "Are you hungry" I shook my head no. "You know you can still look at me" Tony said placing his hand on my lap. I tensed again. "I love you" Tony said. "I love you more"
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"How hurt are you?" Tony questioned easily. "Um... I don't know" I said trying not to focus on the awkwardness. "Can i ask, what did he do to you? Please tell me I really want to help you." Tony pleaded. "Um I can't" I cried with little rivers of tears running down my cheeks. "Why?" He asked. "Because you won't love me anymore, you'll think I'm the most horrible person ever." I cried. "You probably already do" I said under my breath. Tony stayed his arms around my waist and kissed my cheeks "that's impossible, your the best person ever." He whispered into my ear, which made me smile. "Alright I'll tell you" I said tony faced me holding my hands in his. "He-he" It felt so wrong to tell Tony, but I don't know why "he what, what did he do?" My hands where shaking terribly and I was not prepared to say this but, "he raped me. He beat me with a stick. He beat me with a belt. He slept in the same bed as me." I cringed just saying that. Surprisingly Tony pulled me into a hug. It wasn't to tight though, he knew I was hurt. "I'm so proud of you! Thank you for being so strong about this." Tony cooed. "Can I go take a shower?" I asked. Tony nodded his head. When I went to get my clothes I made sure I grabbed my razor.

I stepped into the heated water and washed myself. There were bruises and cuts all over my body. The red marks from Walters belt where still there. I took my silver piece of metal and swiped it across skin. As I watched the blood spew out, I did it again, and again, and again, and again. I couldn't stop myself. It felt so good. After I finished washing of my body I excited the shower and put my clothes on. I stepped out of the bathroom and smelled food cooking. "Riyah I made some food." Tony mumbled pointing to a plate with noodles and sauce.

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Me and tony were on his bed watching a movie... Star Wars. -_-
I layed my head on Tony's chest and he wrapped his arms around me. "I love you" Tony said lacing our fingers together. "No I love you more" I said kissing Tony. "Oh yeah, I love you more than more" Tony played. It went on like this for who knows how long. I kissed Tony and he deepened the kiss, we were practically swallowing each other. Tony pulled my body closer to his and I felt sparks shoot through my body.

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I woke up in pain from previous events. I didn't want to wake Tony up after all he was cute while he slept. Tony shifted himself and pulled me closer to him. "I love you" I said softly.