Bullied By Them, Loved The Other

i miss him

WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED

Today...ugh I don't want to go to class today. At some point I'm gonna have to face Mike... Victor... And Jaime.

While Tony and I were walking our way to school he pulled me to his side, and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Why are you so nice to me?" I asked tony. "Because I love you. You mean the world to me. Why would I want to ruin that." He said.

When we stepped inside the building I couldn't see Mike, Victor, or Jaime. Tony went his ways as I went mine. As I made my way to class I felt very nervous about what kind of hell they would put me through today.

I saw Mike, Victor, and Jaime all sitting together , Jaime kinda looked sad. I sat as far as I possibly could from them when they followed me.
Mike, Victor and Jaime sat all around me looking at me, just waiting to attack. I sat there nervously with my head down not knowing what to do. "Mariah we need to talk" Victor started, "like right now." He finished. "Okay so we're... Sorry" Mike hesitated. Did I actually hear those words correctly? Did those words just come out of his mouth? What? "Sorry that every single day of school you bully me? Your sorry that this is the only place where I should be able to get some peace? Your sorry that you think you can take everything back?!" By now I was crying. Jaime wasn't talking at all he just kept good head down. He turned to me "I'm sorry, I'm ashamed, and I honestly don't expect you to forgive me." He said. As I got up Victor grabbed my shoulder and pushed me down back into my seat. "Yeah right. You really think I'm gonna believe you after all the hell you cold hearted, sons of bitches did to me!? You really think I'm supposed to actually believe you!?" By this point the class was starting... And the teacher still wasn't here. I got up and left with Mike, Victor and Jaime following.

As I was fast-walking down the hall the principal stopped me. "Mariah your mother called she reported you missing? She said you left home. Anyways your being dismissed and she is going to be here any minute to pick you up." The principal said. The three boys stopped with questioning looks pong their faces. I quickly texted Tony just saying I'm alright. I heard a car for slam shut and my mother stumbled into the building grabbing my wrist and pulling me along with her.
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When we got into the odor filled hell hole, Walter was sitting on his chair eating chips and drinking beer. "I'm going to my other job! You do what your father says! If you leave this house your dead!" She said then slapping me across the face. she stumbled away getting into her car then leaving.

Ive been in my room for a few hours now when Walter called me. I went downstairs to see him still on his chair drunk as hell. "Come on I'm teaching you a lesson this is why you don't run away. He pulled me to my room and pulled down his pants, wearing a really old discolored used condom. "Pull your pants down" he barked. I shook my head and said no. "Do what I tell you!" He screamed. I was scared. He pushed me really hard onto my bead and pulled my pants down, getting his belt he starting hitting me with it. As I cried out in pain he ripped my underwear off and pulled me on top of him, sliding himself into me. With all his force he hurt me. He sat me on his lap and did some undescribable things leaving me petrified. "Put your hand on it." He said with my hair in his hands. I did as I was told. "Play with it come on don't act like you don't know how to fuck someone" he said. He suddenly slammed my head into the wooden headboard. He took his condom of and pushed his thing inside my mouth. I bit it as hard as I could. He threw me across the room and lashed out on me with his belt leaving red marks all over.

He left and a few hours later, still drunk, pushed me on my bed and raped me again with a condom. He threw many punches to my face and chest area along with my arms. He forced kicks all over my crippled body. "Treat me. You treat all the boys at school how come you won't be nice to your father" he said kicking my jaw area.
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It's been nine weeks of abuse. I've gotten numerous calls and texts from Tony pleading my location. I haven't been able to contact him add my father watches everything I do. He moved the television into my room and stays up there with me now. We share the same bed. When he's way to drunk he rapes me then goes to bed with me under him basically, sometimes he pisses himself. My "mom" couldn't care less. I do go to school now I talk to Tony everyday. I haven't told him anything though. My parents pick me up and drop me off so I can't stay with him. I miss him.