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Why are you still around?????

*Addie's POV*

I walked over to her and checked her pulse, she had one,but it was almost non existent, I called my mom and told her to come and get the kids, and to hurry, I didn't give her an explanation, and she didn't ask any questions, She only loves about 15-20 minutes away, so it didn't take her long. As soon as the kids left, I called an ambulance and told them what i saw, and then hung up after giving them our address, I then pulled back the sheet she had wrapped around her and jumped back a little when I saw what I did., *trigger warning* she had a towel wrapped around her wrist, covered in blood.. she didn't.. go back to her old habits.. did she?! please tell me she hasn't done what I think she has.. I pulled away the towel and my worst fears were confirmed, as i was about to fall apart, the EMT's were running through the door. They grabbed her semi life filled body, and away they went away with her and left me alone with my thoughts. I walked back inside.. And texted mom. "hey, can you keep the kids for the night?" she texted back almost immediately and said that was fine. I went back to Anna's room and began looking for clues of her depression, i know she suffers from depression, anxiety, and she fights an eating disorder, I thought she was getting better, she was smiling more, laughing like she meant it, but i guess i was wrong.. As I went to leaver her room, I saw her phone light up, and saw a message from Mickie.. I quickly opened her phone. i read the message:

"hey Anna, I know that we aren't really talking, but I wanted to say that I still love you, and i realize how stupid I was to cheat on you, I realize what i lost, and god was i stupid... I know it was wrong, and I thought Thomas was what I Wanted, i thought that he was i loved, but then when you got into the accident i realize that its you i'm longing to have hold me, I want the same experience that we had when i was pregnant with Rain, you were so loving, and goofy. But when you seen the pictures or heard her heartbeat, the admiration that had shun in your eyes, it was incredible... So i was wondering.. Would you take me back?? please answer ASAP xoxo " Tears instantly filled my eyes, But Anna said surprised me

"First off, don't ever use rain against me because you know damned well that she isn't mine, she was the "product" of you cheating on me, that being said, i love her more then you will ever understand , secondly, its not my fault you cheated on me.. its not my fault that you left me, so to be quite honest, i don't care how you feel.. because you were the one who put yourself in that situation, thirdly, no! i will not take you back!!!!! You got what you deserved. That being said, please stop texting me, calling me. I dont want you in my life, you already broke me, i really don't need it again..." Tears were streaming down my face, and just as i thought things couldn't get get worse i got a message from Mckayla on my phone, "hey can we talk later, i heard Anna hurt her self, and being her ex wife i think i have the right to know whats going on." And that set me off "no, we cant talk later today, you will not be informed! because you are the ex wife for a reason. You cant go around saying that you deserve information, when you don't, you made your mistake and that is your own fault! you caused this problem for yourself, so from here on out, Stop talking to Anna, stop coming around, because you're only causing us both pain, and you aren't waned anymore. And im not telling you that as her friend, im telling you that as her girlfriend. now.. good bye Mckayla.

I walked back to my room, and fell asleep. Its a thing i do when my anger gets bad.. and i hope that when i wake up. i'll get news on Anna, and until then...? I sit, I wait. And i hope that she's okay.

A/N- 742 words. and just going to apologize for all the lower case i's, for I am to lazy to fix all of them, so im sorry loves..

HAPPY READING BEAUTIES!!!<3