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You're stronger then this.. I know it..

*still In Addie's POV*

I walked over to her. And watch her wipe her tears. But I knew that she wasn't okay. And I couldn't just sit  back and watch her cry. I pulled her aside. "Anna, honey what's wrong." She shook her head tears pooling from her eyes.  "Anna, stop trying to protect me. See this ring?" I asked. Pointing to my wedding  ring. "It means we are In this together. No matter what. So, honey. Please, please tell me what just happened."  She mumbled words that I could hear nor understand. So, I looked at her. And she tried again. "Can we wait till later please?" She finally got out. I then looked into her eyes which held so much pain and I nodded my head. What ever it was. Was eating her from the inside out. And I hated to see her hurt this much.. And I was going to do everything in my power to ease the burden on her. 

*after the  wedding and stuff*
(Still Addie lol)

We made it home. The kids passed out soon after they got In their pjs and laid in bed. Which was completely fine by me.
I looked up and seen Anna sitting at the table. Looking at me, almost guiltily. "Addie, can you please. Please come here?"  I instantly got up and sat beside her at the table. But as soon as I sat down she shifted so that she could face me. "Anna, you're worrying me.. What's going on.?" I sounded desperate and part of that was because I was concerned and worried. "I.. I got a call from my doctor today..  And my cancer.. It's getting worse.. They are gonna try and give me treatment.. But they aren't giving me more then 6 months to live." Tears began to swell her eyes. I grabbed her In my arms and soothed down her hair in an attempt to comfort her. But, it failed. "Anna, honey. It's going to be okay. We got this. You're strong enough to fight this. You can do it baby girl. And I'll be here every step of the way."  Tears began to cloud my vision as I looked at my wife who couldn't even look at me. And I can't blame her.  I pulled her Into my arms again, letting her cry into my shoulder. And me holding back my tears until she fell asleep. So she wouldn't have to see how much this was effecting me.  "Addie. Promise me something? Please."
I picked up my head off of here and looked her dead in the eyes. "Depends on what it is sweetheart." I replied gently.
"Promise me that if this cancer kills me. You'll move on. Find someone different. Find someone who isn't sick. And who doesn't leave. Please." I could hear the pain In her voice.
"Anna, I can not and will not promise you that."  I snapped.
"Why? Why can't you? You moved on from Nathan. Why can't you from me?"
"Anna! You're different from Nathan. You are my only. And I don't want to move on from you! I.. I love you more then I think I could ever love Nathan. That's why you're a different story compared to him... Besides you aren't dying. I refuse to let you."  I know I shouldn't have just admitted that.. But I just said it. And I can't take it back. So.. Oops..
She just sighed. To tired to fight.
She grabbed my hands in hers and squeezed gently. Then getting up and kissing me on the cheek before going to bed. Mumbling s good night. Which I do my blame her because. It's been a long day. And as soon as I heard the door click shut. I began letting my tears fall. And started praying to God that she could pull through.

*643 words!*

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Happy reading loves 💕💕.

~Leo