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Im sorry..

*Anna's pov*
I laid there.. For a half an hour, Listening to my wife sniffle. And I couldn't do it any more.   I walked into the kitchen. And grabbed her In my arms. She didn't fight back, but she didn't meet my gaze either. Did I blame her for that? Not at all. I didn't expect her to. So, I just sat there and held her.  Letting her tears fall on my shoulders. Letting her Find comfort in my arms. Because I wasn't sure how much longer she could use them as her home and that broke me more then anything. "Shh shh" I mumbled against her forehead. "We can do this baby girl". She still remained completely quiet, I had realized that she had cried her self to sleep. And I had to lay on the floor with her, because I knew that I was not strong enough to lift her. And I did not want to chance hurting her or even worse, dropping her.. So. That's exactly what we did. We laid there until she woke up. "Anna, babe. Why didn't you wake me?" I looked down and simply said "I was gonna carry you in, but I knew I wasn't strong enough to lift you, and I sure as hell wasn't gonna risk dropping you." She looked at me, and painfully nodded. And in one quick, swift motion,I was in her arms and she was carrying me to our room. "Please put me down." But she refused. "No. You carried me. I carry you. You aren't as heavy as you think and besides. We are already there". She gently set me down, and went into the bathroom to brush her teeth, but naturally. Instead of brushing her teeth in the bathroom, she comes into the bedroom and brushes her teeth while trying to talk to me. I shook my head smiling.
I must've fallen asleep because I don't remember her coming back into the bedroom. And I certainly did not feel her wrap her Arms around me..

*Addie's POV*
I came back to the bedroom to see Anna passed out, and I didn't want to wake her. So I gently slipped into bed, and pulled her close to me. And snuggled into me, and I then to. Fell asleep.

*the next morning*
I woke up the next morning, and Anna still asleep beside me, which doesn't happen often as she's usually the first one awake. So I crept out of bed and went downstairs. I knew I shouldn't even try to make breakfast.. And I didn't want to risk the kids waking Anna up. But I didn't want her to wake up to no food either.. Eh. What the hell. I'll go.
I grabbed the car keys and the dogs and left to go get some food. Since I didn't feel like burning the house down over a bagel.

I got the food and pulled into the drive, let the dogs out of my car and walked in.. Anna awake staring back at me. "Hey babe" she whispered. I blushed smiling at her. And handed her her breakfast. "I would've made breakfast.. But you know.. I can't cook without worrying about burning down the house, so I played it on the safe side" she smiled amid gently took the bag. And smiled up at me, I got her favorite muffins from down the street. "Thanks Hun" she smiled. "Not a problem babe." I replied smiling back.

* A few hours later*
The kids woke up. And ate, then naturally went out to play. Which left me and Anna to clean or cuddle on the couch. I mean cleaning can wait, cuddling. No, because I don't know how much longer I can lay in her arms. But I mentally slapped my self. I can't think like that. And I won't. She can and will beat this, she has to.
I laid In her arms. And she lie there, holding me, kissing my forehead every once in a while a while.
"Babe.." She mumbled. "What is it love?"
"I.. I.. Think I wanna take treatment.." I felt my eyes twitch. Tears were building. "W..why? It's just gonna kill you..." I mumbled shakily. "Addie, wether you want to accept it or not. I'm already dying. It's already killing me, either way, I will die.." She snapped back.
I nodded and sat up, grabbed my keys and left to take a drive.. This is far to much.. Is it worth it..? I'm second guessing it.. Great..

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