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Dawson??

*ANNA'S POV* 

I was awoken by Dawson screaming.  I picked him up and walked him to the kitchen and began making him a bottle which  he happily took i then burped him, and then fell back asleep in my arms, I  held him for a little while longer, And the I slept for about  three hours and was woken up by Eathan, i did the same thing, walked him to the kitchen, made him a bottle and held him til he fell asleep. I waited til i knew he was in a deepish sleep, and laid him back down, As i went back to bed Addie had Angle "Hello love"  I whispered "you okay ? i woke up and noticed that you weren't in the bed.."  "yes love, im okay, i was just taking care of the boys. All is good." She just smiled and got Angel to sleep, then came and laid back down. I soon fell asleep. 

*Addie's POV* 

I watched her for a while, she looked so comfy, and she was finally able to sleep. poor thing, she's always doing so much for others, and completely ignoring her own needs. I want to help her, hell I need to, but she won't let me.. and i'm not sure how to make her..  I heard Dawson screaming, and I walked into his room to see Rain looking a him, almost hurt, "mom-- Aunt Addie, i don't know whats wrong.."  I grabbed him. and went to make him a bottle, he calmed down after i gave it to him, i burped him, and put him back in his crib, and off he went.  Soon after that Eathan started, and i did the same thing i did with Dawson, I could already tell.. this was going to be a long night.....

*the next morning* 

*Still Addie's POV*

I woke up to the house being clean, And breakfast made. "Anna?" i called, she peered from the corner of the bedroom door, "yes?" she said calmly, "why are you up? and cleaning?" she laughed and said "sorry didn't know it was such a bad thing.." she then walked over to me and kissed me, and i'd be lying if i said I could get used to that feeling. I could tell something was wrong, she wasn't acting like her self.. but  I decided to let it go, and ask her about it later.  I went downstairs and seen her happily dancing with Rain and Jackson and I  smiled, I then went into the kitchen to do dishes, but of course Angel, had to start crying, but before I could even get her, Anna had her in her arms was soothing her, I have to admit.. I kinda feel envious of how taking care of the kids, she is such a good mom, and i loved it, but it at times also made me jealous.  I will get used to it..  I started the dishes, as Anna began making three bottles. I smiled and helped her feed the kids before all 7 of us fall asleep together, the rain and Jackson cuddled together, then me and Anna near each other with Dawson in her arms and Angel in mine andEathan in between us. 

A/N hey loves, i'm gonna skip the new born stage and skip to the babies being toddlers, because nothing special really happens above lol enjoy babes! There will be another one of these at the end of the chapter as well.. sorry?  PS; IF YOU WATCH GREY'S YOU KNOW WHO THE PICTURE OF THE PERSON IS  ^_^ heh. 

The babies are now 2, and they get into everything! Their favorite tho is the pots and pans, they love banging on them and making sounds,  and its adorable, I love my kids including Rain. 

*Anna's POV*

I was awoken from my nap by Dawson screaming, the poor baby has a fever, and we cant get down, so we are currently driving to the hospital, We finally got there, and they rushed him into the ER, and i of course forgot to change from my work clothes so i still had my scrubs on and my name tag. (Picture above is similar to what izzy iswearing) So they let me help Dawson, so finally Addie gets to see the type of work i do, I did everything and found out that  his fever was so high that it left him completely def... I instantly sank, I wasn't home to help him, i was at work.. I talked to Addie and explained to her what this meant and she flipped out on me.. "How are we supposed to communicate with him?> how are we going to ever know what his thoughts are??" I held her shaking body and said, "Baby girl, i have taken ASl(American sign language) in college, it was a requirement for a medical degree, so I went with ASL because not very many people do.  "We can teach the kids sign language and everything will be okay babe,  promise" She just leaned into me and smiled, now we just have to figure this out.   We left the hospital and went and got ice cream, since that's what sounded good, plus it was an attempt to keep Dawson's fever down, and keep him calm. We got home and we were all watching tv when Dawson got up off his favorite chair and curled up in my lap, he was taking this pretty well, there was times when he got upset but he was a calm baby as it was, so, it didn't phase him as much as we thought it did. I held him, and I hen promised myself that i would be around so much longer for this little boy he needs me... 

*Mickie's POV* 

I  unwound my self from Thomas' grip, and went into the bathroom, and looked at my self in the mirror, im a damn mess..   Im not sleeping the same, hell it hurts to look at Thomas because every time i do, im reminded of Anna. I miss her,  miss Izzy and Leo, I miss the house,  I miss everything, I'll admit it, I was stupid for going with Thomas because I knew at the end of the day I wanted Anna, not him,yet I went with him, and I didn't fight for her, I want her  back, I know she's with Addie but that's not gonna stop me.  I will get her back i have to.. I have to... 

A/N- 1084 words!!!!!!! heh sorry, happy reading babes! The kids will  have been taught sign language in the early years, so, im gonna skip writing that part, mostly because i'm not exactly sure how to write it, so just gonna skip it. lol. sorry.