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*Anna's POV*

I heard whispering and people talking all around me.. i opened my eyes, and seen the beautiful white lights of the hospital room i was in.. I swear they try to blind you.. like come on.. i prefer to keep my eye sight please and thank you. I heard all the doctors mumble the "she's awake" mombo jumbo. I looked down at my wrists and began screaming at my self internally.. i know, i know, i need to stop this, but.. its not as easy as so many people seem to think it is.. I was doing so good, and then this happened. I heard the nurse talking to Addie, Who looked on the verge of tears while filling out some sort of paper work .. After they were done talking, she walked over to me and kissed my cheek, "hey love" i smiled at her and she kinda smiled back " what did they say?" i asked a Little to hesitant then what i would like to admit, "I showed them the messages from Mckayla, and they are gonna see if they can charge her of something, and its also keeping you from a hospital stay.. well that, and your aunt." I smiled, not because my Aunt Gracie worked here, but also thankfully for me, they didn't take me to the ER where I work. "so when can i leave this place?" Addie looked over at me and said "any time we are ready, just gotta let Gracie know. " I got up and followed Addie out of the room, i seen Aunt Gracie and thanked her, she nodded and said her fair wells, i got in the car and Addie broke. "why didn't you tell me she wasn't leaving you alone?! Why didn't you tell me you weren't okay?? Why were you keeping everything to yourself again? Anna, we already fought through this stage once, please don't fall back into it baby girl. Please" I sat there for a few seconds, and then said "Adryan, you have enough to worry about, you don't need to worry about my ex wife to, secondly , i didn't tell you i wasn't okay because i know how that makes you feel, and i know that you hate feeling helpless.. so i just kept my mouth shut. And as far as me referring back to this, i cant promise for sure, but i will do my damnedest not to okay?" she hugged me careful not to hit my wrist and off we went. "i have a doctors appointment today, and was wondering if you'd like to go with me? if not i completely--" "i'd love to." I interrupted smiling at her. I then said "You know that you do't have to ask me right? All it takes is for you to tell me, and im there." i then kissed her and smiled at her.

* At Doctors office*

Addie signed in, and we waited. And again i pretend that the plastic wombs and little tiny baby clone things don't creep me out.. Finally the nurse called us back, and i think i looked a little relived. They did an ultrasound, and the doctors looked at each other puzzled.. "is everything okay??" Addie asked concerned. "Yes everything is fine with your daughter, But your boys don't look so good.." "uhh boys??" she sounded so confused and to be honest, it was adorable as heck. "yes, Addie you're having triplets, 1 girl and 2 boys.. they never told you?" asked the doctor clearly pissed off. "Does it look like they told me? If they did, I wouldn't have looked at you like band kids look at their director when he says pre game" The doctor shook his head, because he too was a band geek, I looked at her and could tell she was happy, yet worried for the boys, she looked at me, I walked over to her, and wrapped my arms around her, " we got this Adryan, we can raise 3 babies, you don't have to do this alone." She looked at me and nodded, the Doctors had said to keep an eye on her, and make sure she eats a little more because baby c was smaller then babies a and c, his terms not mine. Haha that's for sure. I drove her home, About 5 minutes into the car ride, she blurts out "Anna, why didn't you tellme you were pregnant and that you have cancer" she had tears in her eyes.Do i tell her? or keep it to my self???

758 words loves!!!! hehe, Happy reading <3

I'm in band, and only my fellow band kids will understand that little referance i threw in there XD . Any way. Enjoy ~Leo