The Billionaires Big PHAT Secret

Chapter Sixteen

"Well something like that. His name was Tony.  He was my first ever boyfriend. I love, loved him deeply. He kept asking me when were where going to..you know?"
"But I kept telling him I wasn't ready yet. He said that it was ok that whenever I'm ready." She paused then start again. "I thought it over and decided that I would do it on my 17th birthday. That I would be ready by then. I wanted it to be special, I wanted the one that I shear that one special thing with. The one that I would grow old with, but I guess that wasn't going to happen."

"On the night of my birthday I wanted to surprise him so I called him and asked him what he would be doing that night he told me he was going to just going to stay home and watch a movie so I told him I was going to bed early" I see her shifting in her seat. "I snuck up to his room through the balcony the room was dark so I figured more that he was downstairs watching tv like he said when slid his slide door open I saw him and my then best friend together in his bed doing there own thing"

"Sam I'm sor...." she cut me off before I could even say anything.

"Its not like it was your fault" she say with a smile on her face. Why does she always do that. Trying to hide her feelings pretending as if anything doesn't hurt her.

She continue to talk again "when I asked him how long it as been going on he told me it has been going on for a month now. I was so hurt I didn't leave the house for two weeks until my mom talked some sense into me " I hear her chuckld

"I loved him so much, I thought he was the one. But now I understand, will never let anything like that happen again". She say with a smile. We finish the rest of our meal in silence.

We are now in the car driving home. "You know you don't have to feel sorry for me now. I'm a big girl and I can handle it" she say to me

I turn to her "you don't have to deal with it alone, you can talk to me if you want"

"Thank you but I doubt that will will happen" she say to me.

"Well it still stands" The car pull up at the front of the house I walk behind her up to the house

"Aren't you going back to work?" She ask me

"No I had Breana cancelled any meetings for the day" I say to her opening up the door for her to go in. Once we are in the house I close the door.

"Do you want anything?" I ask her, I just want her to be comfortable around me.

"No I'm ok" she say walking up the stairs "I'll just be in room"

"What can I do to chair her up? I know"

Samantha POV
I don't know why but I just shear my most inner taughts with Joshua. I never told any one about what happened two years ago apart from Liz she was the only person that I felt comfortable with shearing anything until Joshua came along. I miss Liz I just wish she was her so I could tell her all what was going on in my life. 

I should call her and apologize for the way I acted. I pull my phone from my pocket and dail her number.

"Hello?" I ask but got no respond but I know that she is there cause I could hear her breathing on the other end."Liz I'm sorry for the way acted, and I'm sorry if I haven't made you feel like more of a stranger than a friend. I have been acting like a fool, but its because I'm scared. I'm scared of letting anyone in and I don't want what I felt in the past to feel it again because it was a arable feeling." I pass for air and at it again "Liz please say something I already feel unwanted and left out so please say something.

I hear her sniffle on the other end I thought you would never call. What took you so long stupid?"

"I dont know. I guess my pride" we both start to laugh.

" well we haven't talk to each other so long you best have some good stuff for me" sha said

"What stuff?" I ask her
"You know like have you  given  Mr. Sexy a slice of that dark chocolate cake as yet?"

I shake my head ' same old Liz.' "Well for starters no one had a taste of no black chocolate cake here"

"Your so lame Sam"

"Ok tgrn seeing I'm so lame I won't tell you what happened between me and Mr. Sexy as you call him" I say in a calm tone.

" are you stupid? Spill. Now"

We spend like an hour on the phone. Mostly me telling her about what as been going on between me and Joshua. I even told her about joshuas secutary, that she was the same girl I saw him with that day at his hotel room. When we were finished talking she insisted that I come by the club again.

"Are you going to abandon me like you did last time?" I ask her

Liz sighed on the other line. "I didn't abandon you Sam......I just was busy that's all."