I woke up extra early this morning. I think its a result of my excitement because I will be going to the country that I have only been dreaming about form the day I discovered K-pop and there culture. Right now I think have long passed the stage of excitement, I am overly excited. All because of my excitement, I didn't even sleep last night. I tried a few times falling asleep but it only made it worse.
I gave up on going back to sleep cause was futile, so I decided go get something to eat before starting the day. Joshua was probably already at work and wont be back until its time for us to leave. I should probably get something to eat and get pack for the trip. I didn't even bother to make myself presentable, doing my daily morning routines before leaving my room because I'm the only one here.
The walk to the kitchen seemed like an eternity and to make it even worse my stomach sound as if world war II was going on in there. When I made it to the kitchen I made myself a turkey sandwich with extra cheese. I have been craving it from yesterday, the first bite I took I was in heaven. I was so distracted that I didn't hear it when someone entered the kitchen.
"Is it that good?" I was so frightened that the second bite of the sandwich stopped midway in my throat. I hit my chest several times, trying to let the bloody hell thing go down. The person was now offering me a glass of water. I wanted to refuse but I was in no state to do so. This was a life and death situation so I gladly took it. I chug the water as if my life deepened on it. After I calmed down and turned around to see who was it that hand me the glass with water. When I turned around I saw Joshua stand there shirtless, with that stupid grin on his face.
"Yes it was until you almost killed me" What is he doing, here isn't he suppose to be at work. I place the rest of my sandwich on a plat cause I lost my appetite the moment I saw my life flashed before my eyes. Maybe I'll finish it later, If I feel like it. "What are you doing here?"
"Cant I be in my own home anymore?" He leaned on the counter. His hair was messy and wet as if he had just taken a shower. It was tempting to walk over to him and run my fingers through his hair, but that wont happen. Has my eyes travelled further down, sweat was running down his chest. His chest was firm and well built but wasn't too much like some guys who look as if they are on massive steroid. I'm not the biggest fan of a six pack but I must say he has me confused right now. My eyes continued its assault, raking over every inch of is body. His sweat pant hanging low left nothing for the imagination, the pants hang shamelessly on his hips.
Now I know what has all those females hanging from his arms and soaking up his every word. Liz was right he is to die for, but what do I know I've only been with one guy in my entire life and the most we did was a little touching. As my eyes went back up to his chest and I saw it jerked, I felt my lips parted and a gasp escaped. I saw his signature smirk and I immediately turned away from him.
I tried acting like I wasn't affected by his presence. "T-that's not what I mean. Aren't you suppose to be at work?" I could hear the unevenness in my voice and I cursed myself to be this weak and venerable towards him.
"Yes but I took the day off since we will be going on a business trip. Remember?"
Of course I remember. Why wouldn't I? " Yes I remember" I answered as nonchalant as I could because I don't want him knowing how excited I am.
"oh. But you don't sound that interested to me"
I turn around to face a look of fake disappointment on his face . "Why should be excited? Remember that I am just accompanying you on a business trip. I would be like your personal translator"
He pushed him self from the leaning position that he was in. " We can still have some fun you know."He ran his fingers through his hair, still bearing that smirk on his lips. "You don't have to so formal you know" He went to the fridge bottle of water.
"Yes I do. Remember I'm here to work to put my sister through school, not fool around with some selfish playboy that thinks he's all that there is." It was my turn to start smiling. My victory was short lived. He placed the bottle on the counter next to the refrigerator in an aggressive way. The look on his face was replaced with anger. His head lowered and he ran his fingers through his hair once again. As he slowly made his way over to me, I could heard him mumbling things under his breath to himself but I couldn't make out a word.
He stopped right in front of me and with one swift move his hands were on the counter trapping me. I was shocked and scared at the same time, I made a step back but the counter stopped me. "What are you afraid of, uh Samantha? I don't bite you know. ..." I'm not afraid of anything. He leaned in to my ear. "Well not at first"
A gasp escaped my lips and I could hear him laughing. "I'm not afraid of anything, its just that prevention is better than a cure." I am afraid yea. Just afraid of falling for a playboy and getting hurt.
He came closer and I tried to move back some more but couldn't. "What are you talking about. You know nothing."
"I know enough. I've heard enough"
"Is that right? Then I guess you know how much I want to kiss you then?" He said bringing his hand to the side of my face. "and you want to kiss me too"
"N-no I-i don't "
"Then why did you bite your lip?" He ran his thumb over my bottom lip. I did? But when did that happen? Shit! He stared to lean down and I found myself leaning in as well. It was as if there was an invisible force pulling us together, and I liked it. A lot . I was about to give in when I saw the corner of his mouth lift in a grin and it knocked me back to my senses.
"Stop!" I barely managed to say that properly. He immediately stopped and looked down at me with a questioning stare. "We should probably go pack for the trip if we want to make it in time"
He laughed then stepped back. "Good excuse Samantha , but don't think that this is the end. We will pick up from where we left off here." He then walked off leaving me with is back leaving the room.
I released a breath that I didn't know that I was holding in. That was close. What if he did actually kissed me? I don't think I could have handle that. Maybe I should go pack and take a shower and get out of my night clothes. Shit I'm still in my night clothes, which was by the way a sports bra and a short shorts. My eyes felt as if they were going to pop out of my head, bue to the shock and realizations. What I was wearing made the situation even more embarrassing, if I could dir right there.
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The Billionaires Big PHAT Secret
RomanceSamantha Jones isn't your average everyday 19 year old. She suffers a from a serious case of low esteem and trust issues. with her father abandoning her at a tender age, her high school sweet heart cheating on her with her then best friend. She has...