why is life being so cruel to me? Have I been so mean and evil in life that God is punishing me so much. What could have I done in the past?
Maybe it was because I always told my sister that she looked like Shrek in a wig and she would never find love? Is this my punishment? Will I forever be alone?
Each time Joshua tried to bring up what happened that nigh, I just told him I wasn't in the mood. I felt as if I was torching myself even though I have managed to avoid him thus far. I would use excuses such as a headache, cramp, anything to avoid contact with him.
I was downstairs doing what I couldn't do while I was avoiding him, when I heard that dreadful sound. His voice.
"Samantha, a minute" great, just great. I went to his room to see what he wanted.
When I got to his door I made sure that I knocked first, God forbids if I walk in on him naked or something . "Yes?"
"I need some fresh towels." He didn't even look at me, as if I wasn't even there.
Oh my bad, I guess he forgot the word 'please'. I'm kool. I'm kool. He wants fresh towels? Fin, I'll give him fresh towels.
Why did he have to get home early today. He should have just stayed there until his usual time or at least when I was asleep.
When I got back to the room, he ended the call that he was on and threw his cell phone on his bed. "Here you go" I said handing him the towels I got from the laundry room. He just took them from my hands, no 'thank you'.
So what, he forgot his manners? He's starting to piss me off. Just be kool. I was almost out the door when I stopped. "What is your problem?"
"Excuse me?"
"Yes. What is your problem, have you forgotten your manners?"
"What do you want me to do, uh. What? Your the one who has been avoiding me."
Well true, but still. "I don't know, maybe say please or thank you"
"Thank you" he said it without looking at me but. He said it so effortlessly, as if it was there already at the tip of his tongue waiting. I was surprised.
"Oh. Well......then your welcome" In an effort to avoid eye contact I saw a suit lying on the bed. "Are you going out?" I know it wasn't my place to ask, especially after we've been avoiding each other. Well me more than him, for a week now. I don't even know why I asked.
"I have a date if you don't mind, MOTHER" with a little too much emphasis on that last word.
"Oh" was the only response I could come up with.
"That is unless you don't want me to?"
What......well I don't but that's not my place to decide. His movement caught my attention.
"Um- I-I didn't say that" the words came as a faint whisper. I was backing up but my back hit the wall. "It's not like we're together"
The expression on his face turned to amusement. "And who's fault is that?" He just continued to move closer and closer.
"Mine. Not that I-I wanted to, well....." I was not thinking straight, at all and he was the cause of it. "Stop!" And he did just as I commanded.
I felt flustered. I stood up from the wall, trying to regain my composure. "What I mean is that, you are a grown man, this is your life. If you choose to slute it out its your business, not mine. Sir."
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The Billionaires Big PHAT Secret
RomanceSamantha Jones isn't your average everyday 19 year old. She suffers a from a serious case of low esteem and trust issues. with her father abandoning her at a tender age, her high school sweet heart cheating on her with her then best friend. She has...