Hetalia Feels

The Last Song (P)

Warnings for: self hatred & death by overdose.
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I am weak.
I am a coward.
I cannot express
My emotions.

I'm a weak,
Cowardly,
Aristocrat.
Yes,
That's me.

My only asset
Is my music.

With my music,
I can share
The pain I feel.
The sorrow,
The grief,
The utter agony
I feel everyday.

I'm worthless.
Everyone knows it.

The constant teasings
Of Prussia
Get to me.

I regret
The end
To my friendship
With Switzerland.

I can barely
Remember
What caused it
In the first place.

Honestly,
There is only so much
Someone,
Even a country,
Can take
Before they break.

I'm broken.
I really am.

But I must play
Just one more song...
A new song.
One I've written
To express
My pain.

My fingers
Fly across the piano,
Creating the most
Complicated melody
Anyone has ever heard.

The music dashes
Across the room,
Twirls into
The hallways,
Prances outside.

It leaps,
Springing emotion
Into the heart
Of all that can hear.

I know.
I hear it too.

Only now,
Do I realize
That when I die,
I will have no regrets,
For I have played
This song.

Titled
Das Letzte Lied,
Meaning
The Last Song,
This song
Shall truly
Be my last.

When the music
Is at an end,
My life
Shall be too.

How,
You ask?

I took too many pills,
On purpose,
Of course.

I arranged the time
So that,
After this song
Is played,
It would be
Too late
To save me.

I do hope
I set everything up,
Correctly.

As the last few notes
Are played,
I feel a pang
In my chest.

Ah,
This worked out
Almost too perfectly.

In the last moments
Of my last song,
I whisper
Goodbye,
To this world.
Sorry,
To those I'll make sad
In my passing.

The final note
Rings through the air,
Buzzing in my ears.

As my hand
Slowly rises
From the piano,
I'm overcome
With fatigue.

Suddenly,
I am falling,
From my chair,
To the floor,
But I don't mind.

I close my eyes,
Smile,
And allow the blanket
Of sleep
To cover me
Forever.

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     So sorry that this took a while to update! I also apologize if th translation is inaccurate, I used Google Translate. Requested by AnimeRules369 ! Thank you! I have one more request of theirs to complete (I think....) and I am honestly going to miss having a request that I need to do... So please, I would greatly appreciate more requests from all of you! Sorry if this sucks, I'm not used to writing Austria's personality... I just thought it would be cool if he died at almost the exact moment the song ended. Good? Bad? Constructive criticism? Requests?!? Bai~

~Weirdanimewriter out! 😊

Character: Austria.