Hetalia Feels

Pain Of A Baltic (P)

Warnings for: severe PTSD, scars, referenced depression, & suicide by jumping off of a cliff.
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No one has any idea
Of the things I've seen,
The things I've felt,
The things I've experienced.

I am shaking,
Scared,
For a reason.

I'm not a coward.
I can fight,
It's just...
I don't like pain.
Who does?

The pain,
Agonizing pain.
My pain
As a Baltic
Can never be erased.

The scars
Circling around my body
Can never disappear.

This pain
I carry inside
Is slowly ripping me apart,
From the inside out.

I know
Poland,
Latvia,
Estonia too
Will miss me...

Perhaps even Russia...
But this pain
Cannot go on.

I've fought
This inner battle
For many years...
And finally this war
Draws to a close...
With me on the losing side.

The winner?
Depression.
What will happen now?
Suicide.

No simple words
Could stop me
From ending my time
On this earth.

I am too broken,
In too much pain,
For words to save me.

Not even Poland,
My rock,
My savior,
Could hope
To save me now.

Falling
Off this cliff,
I finally feel
Light.
Free.

I wish
I could always
Feel so alive.

Funny.
I never felt more alive...
Than in the moments I spent
About to die.

See you soon,
Poland.
I'll see you soon.

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Finally got this out! Letting you guys know now, I won't be able to update for a while, I'm going on a vacation. I hope I have lots of comments and requests waiting for me when I get back! Requested by AnimeRules369 ! Thank you! Bai~

~Weirdanimewriter out!

Character: Lithuania.