Dear Arabella,
I love you. I love you so so so much. This is probably the last time I can talk to you without crying, if I don't cry during this.
Let me start off with what really needs to be said.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for everything that I have done that has hurt you. But one thing I'm not sorry for, is falling in love with you.
Yes, I know, in seventh grade I said I was in love with you, and I was. But it was for all the wrong reasons, I didn't know you, but I knew what you looked like. It's like you being in love with Matt Dillon, you don't know him personally, just what he looks and sounds like.
But right when I knew you, I knew I would watch you walk down the isle. Oh, has time changed. Now the only thing I can watch you walk down is the sidewalk when you're getting into your car, to leave me forever.
Promise me one thing. Find happiness. As the amazing singer Ed Sheeran has said, or sung, "god made another one of me, to love you better then I ever will."
That might not be true, but I'll never know.
Now on to the second thing, tell Gray he can be whatever he wants. Make sure your parents treat the news right, I'm sure they will. Look out for my little buddy, alright? Make sure he never has to lay in bed at night and cry himself to sleep because he's bullied at school, or he just wants to die. Also, make sure he never, ever, gives into peer pressure. I don't care who started what, if I hear Gray got into a fight, I will be on the next flight over to beat his bully up. Tell your parents they are the second cutest couple alive, besides us of course. They were so amazing to me, and I love them dearly for that.
Now onto my last topic: you.
I hope people find your beauty as easy as I did, but don't take it for granted. You are so beautiful, and I hope you know that by now. Others will tell you too, and they mean it.
One more piece of advice: always look on the bright side. I know its hard, you leaving makes me want to die, but I know you'll be happy. That makes it okay. As long as you are happy, I'm happy.
Please don't forget me, Christian, Emily, Jack and Mike. We all love you.
Stay gold, Arabella, Stay gold.
-Nick Robinsonxx.
