Only Dying

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Another day another lie,

I don't why they care anymore,

I know give I only take,

Why can't they see my mistakes,

I never eat,

I barely sleep,

They don't know of

the secret I keep,

Chorus:I'm sick of lying,

I'm tired of crying,

Outside I may be smiling,

But on the inside I'm only dying,

Every trick,

Every scheme,

Why does it feel like I'm

coming apart at the seams,

My friends and

family care so much,

Why can't they see

the food I never touch,

My body is empty,

My heart is heavy,

As time goes on

I only get more lonely,

I'm sick of lying,

I'm tired of crying,

Outside I may be smiling,

but on the inside I'm only dying,

And when I see them

looking at me,

I wonder who I'm

supposed to be,

Should I keep the way I know,

and let this monster inside me grow,

or listen to my family and friends,

and finally bring this curse to an end,

I'm sick of lying,

I'm tired of crying,

Outside I may be smiling,

But on the inside I'm only dying.

Dem_Vamp

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