I keep falling down with eyes closed
The wind whips my hair and bites my skin
I'll reach wonderland I had supposed
But unlike Alice I fell down a hole within
I could see if I could open my lids
or look around and see pitch black
Because I'm searching for a light hid
But there was one thing I lackedI was looking outside from the in
And could only hear earths din
The light I sook soon to find
I could never but cause such kindI looked about instead of within
And I cried aloud against the din
I could not let my fears to win
But I was searching out my fin.I seek for light only found in friends
But found it when I fell down Alice's hole
And found my light where my life ends
I found the light that I had stoleMy light my hope found deep inside
Deeper than the rich man's pride
My reason for life inside my soul
I closed my eyes in my mind
In the hole my life I stole
Falling to find a light
Telling myself I was alright
A light at last I did see
When again I closed eyes and looked inside of meBuried in a cold black hole
Not me but others know
In the world of this hole black
I found the light that I did lackLooking around to see nothing
I looked down to see me bring
Light I glew in the hole
Then I flew with life I stole
Two more friends I freed that day
But yet they chose to stay
As upward fast I climbed
My mind a mess and still it rhymedThe light I sought was only me
The life I bought I finally see
Ever with those two to be
Until the pearly gates greet threeMy wings I found in a world of black
I found the life I did lack
And oh with tender smack
I found in death my life.Alice I think you found a key
But I needed none to set me free
I saw my life before my eyes
In a mirror I realise
I can't give up
Nor let goBut instead of lies and all the whole
I couldn't cry so I fly out the holeI found myself in the whole
The glass frame that lacked a soulA cold hearted bastard true
But in truth rooted tooI am that glass that shuns the sun
But moonlight seems I've just begunThis shattered glass down yonder hole
I wonder who did throwMyself or God a friend or two?
No one I found on earth who knewSo I took my wing and flew above
All the ones here I loveTo see a new world not late
To see but leave earth my fate
I can not say either I hate
To hell in a hand basket not a crateI find new world or do I create?
My hunger for more no man can sateBut I digress
And lay to rest
I am out the hole in which Alice fell
I fly above heaven to hellAnyway this stories done
Till new line another one.
YOU ARE READING
poems
Randompoems by me. Try not to judge too harshly some of these were made at 13-14 years old. The new-ish ones start at "scars inside" so, um... enjoy?