April 8, 2012
Dear Louis,
James came to see me yesterday. We were in the receiving room when he noticed Alex shooting him aggressive looks. When James said something, I just shrugged. He brought me a deck of cards and said it was so my friend and I could play. I shook my head when he said it and he tilted his head before I could slide my finger swiftly across my neck and he understood. He asked suicide and I shook my head. He leaned closer to me and whispered in my ear "Murder?" And I nodded. He stared at me in disbelief. I could see the question in his eyes so I diverted mine to Alex. He grinned and waved cheekily at James. I saw him pale and he told me to avoid Alex and I thought to myself that I already do. James and I played several games of speed before he had to leave. He promised to bring Ellie up here soon since I am looking better. Everyone's so worried about her she should be fine.
I've been painting recently, trying to remember things from when we were together. Roses seem to be my main focal point though. I've always loved them. It seems like I've always loved you. I thought that we would always be together yet here we are apart. Forever separated unless we both somehow manage to go to heaven. We aren't bad people. We're just good people that bad things have happened too. It's not really fair. We've all sinned but we weren't evil....
Anyways, today I heard a girl playing her guitar in the receiving room and she had a beautiful voice. She was playing for Justin, the girl obviously his twin sister. They looked exactly alike. Justin has a very feminine face, although he has an insanely deep voice. He smiled at her and gave his thanks. She told him the name of the song was Moments and its by a band called One Direction. She looked up from her brother and saw me staring and she started crying. Justin turned and saw me, as his sister explained she had a dream that I was in and she played me the song. I stared eyes wide as she started the song from the beginning. I started crying, just connecting so well with the song. I hugged them both and had to leave before I started sobbing like a child. It's been a rough week without Eliza and I miss her friendship. Just like I miss your love.
Always, Only, Forever Yours,
Mai <3
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Without You
RomanceUNDER EDITING: Mairenn and Louis had been together for a while. Neither of them kept track of the time. Mairenn knew Louis struggled with suicide and guilt over his parents leaving him and his sister when they were young. She loved him and supported...
