April 23, 2012
Dear Mom,
I love you so much. Words cannot describe how much I've always loved you. I'm so sorry for all the pain I've caused you and am causing you. I never meant to hurt any of you.
This is not your fault, Mom. I promise. There's nothing more you could have done. I'm so sorry your baby turned out so screwed up at sixteen. I never wanted this. I don't blame Louis, so don't you do it either. His death was his own and my death is mine alone. Don't worry about me.
Take care of Ellie. She needs you. She's your second chance. Help her get over me. Don't let her feel alone. Don't ever leave her. Keep her safe.
-Mairenn
Dear Sarah, say hello to my little nephew for me? I'll never see him but I love him already. I hope he looks like you. I love you. I don't blame you for anything. You were a great sister and I know you'll be a great mom. Good Luck. I hope you name her something beautiful...
-Mai
Dear Joshua, stay strong my marine. I miss you and I'm so sorry to do this when you're away. Please take care of everyone. Especially Mom and Ellie? I love you. Don't ever forget that.
- Mai Mai
Ellie... I'm so sorry, love. I'm just so so sorry. I love you but I can't do this anymore. You're only eight, you shouldn't have to read this but I have no other choice. I can't continue to live without him. Learn to live without me. Without us.You have a new family now...
Again, I'm sorry. Know I didn't suffer in the end. I'm going to my love, my life. I'm going to be happy. I'll find you one day. I promise. Please, love and cherish each other. You never know what words will be your last. I love you.
Always, Only, Forever Yours,
Mai <3
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Without You
RomanceUNDER EDITING: Mairenn and Louis had been together for a while. Neither of them kept track of the time. Mairenn knew Louis struggled with suicide and guilt over his parents leaving him and his sister when they were young. She loved him and supported...
