January 8, 2012
Dear Louis,
I hid in my closet today. Mom wanted me to clear the table from lunch. I'd forgotten. Again. I usually hide from people now. It's just easier than facing them and watching them do something that'll remind me of you.
Mom yelled at me today. She told me I need to forget you. I need to forget your love. I need to forget your face. How can I do such a thing when no one else but Elliott cares? No one else loves you as I do. Did. Elliott needs you too. Mom is trying to gain custody of her. None of your family is fit to care for her. All either drunk or on drugs. We miss you.
Remember that time we painted Elliott's room? We all were covered in pink and purple paint. You told me I was beautiful even though I looked horrible. No matter what I did you loved me. You said forever and always. So does that mean now, even when I can't feel you here with me? When I can't see you? When you're not here to wipe away my tears.
Always, Only, Forever Yours,
Mai <3
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Without You
RomanceUNDER EDITING: Mairenn and Louis had been together for a while. Neither of them kept track of the time. Mairenn knew Louis struggled with suicide and guilt over his parents leaving him and his sister when they were young. She loved him and supported...
