January 11, 2012
Dear Louis,
I skipped school yesterday. I went and stood on the bridge for awhile. My mom was too busy with Elliott's custody battle with your crazy aunt. I think my mother will win. That's good for Elliott to have some sanity in her life. Someone so young shouldn't be alone like you left her. No one should be left alone so abruptly.
I avoid talking to everyone. My brother asked me where some of his hoodies have gone but I don't anwer. All of my hoodies are at your house and I can't go there again. He's used to my muteness though. Everyone is, except people at school. A few brave people have tried talking to me but I can't find my voice.
James talked to me today. James Walker? He asked me how I was doing. If I needed anything I could call him or text him. Too bad I've thrown my phone away. He looked at me the same way you did when we first met. I hope he doesn't like me. I can't afford this emotion either.
I have to rid myself of these devastating emotions. I can't handle this many emotions at once. Pain. Grief. Misery. Hopelessness. Love. Many other indescribable emotions. Should a person feel this way? It should be impossible to feel this dreadful.
Always, Only, Forever Yours,
Mai <3
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Without You
RomanceUNDER EDITING: Mairenn and Louis had been together for a while. Neither of them kept track of the time. Mairenn knew Louis struggled with suicide and guilt over his parents leaving him and his sister when they were young. She loved him and supported...
