April 11, 2012
Dear Louis,
Eliza would have been so happy today. One of the room check women found the story and read it. She wants to get it published and I've agreed, knowing Eliza needs to be remembered for something good. I like it and it has potential.
I smiled for a bit today. Justin sat with me at lunch and attempted to get me to talk to him. Most everyone knows I don't talk but this boy is stubborn and he didn't stop talking or telling jokes until I smile. He asked if he could sit with me again at dinner and I nodded. Alex was livid, I could tell from his face. He looked like he was ready to kill someone and I don't doubt he would and feel no remorse. He has the bluest eyes that just chill you. You're green eyes gave away what emotions your face wouldn't, he's so chilling and unknown. You were always open with me though. Always telling me what was going on in that pretty head of yours. I told you everything I thought. You were quiet until we met. You never exactly told me why. I can guess it has to do with your parents since they left y'all when you were younger.
6 days until I go home which means today is, 110 days without you. I can't believe it's been so long. I don't know how I've done it. I'm not sure when I'm going home but I hope it's soon.
I haven't really thought about Eliza being gone and Valentine says I need too. He says it’s not good for me to not grieve over someone I was so close with. I don't care; it's easier to pretend it never happened than to feel that pain. I'm just so tired of everything and I'm ready to be done. I keep losing people, I don't know. It's so hard to cope with things.
Always, Only, Forever Yours,
Mai <3
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Without You
RomanceUNDER EDITING: Mairenn and Louis had been together for a while. Neither of them kept track of the time. Mairenn knew Louis struggled with suicide and guilt over his parents leaving him and his sister when they were young. She loved him and supported...
