Kill me? (Mikey Way Fanfiction)

Chapter 12

We moved to another city of this state and I hope Valerie still in this state, I hope she just lost and couldn't found out way back home. I hope she's safe. I grabbed her phone and steal her sister's number. Probably she's with her sister, right?

"Hey, I'm Mikey. I'm the same person who asked you permission to make your sister runaways."

I text her with my phone, I lay back down. This is my fault.

"Hey Mikey" Frank come in to my bunk "I'm sorry, okay?" He said
"Sorry for what?" I asked. He sit next to me.
"Sorry for blame you" He said
"It's fine. It is my fault, you don't have to be sorry" I said and give him my weak smile. Yes it is my fault.
"No it's not anybody's fault. Stop blame yourself, okay? We can find her. We will find her." I nodded my head "And remember, Mikey. She loves you so much" He said and walk away. She love me so much, and have I done to her? Tell her to go away and blame her for messing with my life. Wow, great Mikey. You're so genius. My phone went off, I got 1 new message, from Katelynn, Val's sister.

"She's safe with me. If you can't protect him, let me do it. I never see her so desperate before, even our home feels like hell. You're lucky I found her crying at the park at the midnight, you're lucky I found her, not her brother."

Great, now her sister must be hate me so much for letting her one and only perfect sister broken. Wait, how can her sister found her? In fact, I don't really care how but I'm thankful she's safe.

"Where are you two? Can I meet her?" I reply

It is my fault. Now I probably can't meet her again and maybe her brother can found her easily now. Since her sister is stay with her fiance, that's mean they have a permanent house and not moving every single week like us. Great, Mikey. You want to be a hero for her, but look now, what have you done to her? This is what you called save her life? 

"I'm afraid I can't let you meet her now. Thanks for take car of my sister about 5 days or so, I will do the rest." She replied.

No, please don't do this to me. No. I want to scream on the top of my lungs right now and punch everybody who block my way to her. I scream to my pillow and hit the wall. I want her back, I really want her back. I want to fix our relationship, I want to fix everything. But how can I fix a broken wall with a glue? "Mikey! Listen!" Gerard's voice take me back to reality, "Mikey, listen to me. Okay?" I nodded my head, he pull me into his brotherly hug "It's not your fault, okay? It's not your fault. We will find her. I'll go talk to her sister, okay? Everything's going to be alright" I nodded and hug him back. I keep telling myself to believe what Gerard say. "Alright, now get some sleep, okay?" I nodded once again and lay down. "Can I have Kate's number?" He said "Talk to her with my phone" I see him nodded and took my phone with him.

I don't know if he really called Katelynn or not, but he come back to my bunk and put down my phone and say "I'll meet her tomorrow. Everything's gonna be alright." Wow. Okay thanks Gerard. 

Next day, after the show.

"Well, I know you're sad but try to cover it next time, okay?" Ray said to me and put down his guitar
"I've tried, it's just my face" I said and Ray just shook his head. What? Really I've tried.

Well, today Gerard will meet Katelynn to talk about me and Valerie. Wow, really it's just like Gerard is my father and Katelynn is Val's mother, and then they talk to each other to make our relationship work again. Okay. Now I'll shut up and wait for Gerard.