Chapter 11

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DINA'S P.O.V

Three in the afternoon. The security set the cruise back on the right direction, to head back to Jakarta. I stood by the corner of the cruise, watching them guys taking last pictures for their social media. A minute later, Connor approached me. We sat in one of rooms inside the cruise, holding hands, barely talking.

"So what's next?" I started something after first horror five minutes.

"Recording, mostly. And some small shows. What about you?"

"Stay around I guess, while wait for my university to license my certificate then I'll be going back to London to take care of the rest of it."

"Baby, thank you so much for wonderful days we've spent together. Never thought I'd fall in love with a silhouette, thousands of miles away from home." Connor kissed my cheek.

"Sorry I ruined your life."

"Ruined my life? Are you joking? Being with you is something beautiful that rarely ever happened to me. I thank you for being one fabulous girl."

"Stop it. We know I'm not."

Connor stroked my hair. "Hey wait here. I'll get you something."

Then he walked to one corner upstairs at the balcony where they put all the stuff. Came back with a guitar, I knew he'd do something with it.

Him and guitar. Remember what was my weakness?

Can't believe its over
That you're leaving
Weren't we meant to be?

Should've sensed the danger
Read the warnings
Right there in front of me

Just stop
Let't start it over
Couldn't I get one more try?

Maybe tomorrow you'll say that you're mine
You'll realize, I could change
I'm gonna show you I'm in it for life
I'll get you back someday
Maybe tomorrow

I forgot to be there
I was selfish
I can see that now

I should've got to known you
Should've held you
When your tears fell down

Just stop
Don't make me beg you
Tell me that you'll stay the night

Maybe tomorrow you'll say that you're mine
You'll realize, I could change
I'm gonna show you I'm in it for life
I'll get you back someday
I will find a way

Wait a minute
Just hear me out
This time I promise, I'll put you first

Turn around now
Your heart can't let you walk away
I'll do what it takes

Maybe tomorrow you'll say that you're mine
You'll realize, I could change
I'm gonna show you I'm in it for life
I'll get you back someday
Maybe tomorrow

There's so much I wanna say now
I just wanna make love to you
There's so much I wanna do now
I just wanna make love to you

Maybe tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow

Connor sang it from deep heart. I cried ten times harder than before. Felt like my eyes were popped out of their place. You know what makes me sad? He noticed that. He noticed my oldschool songs I had on my phone, the whispery sound my earphones made when I listened to Westlife and sat next to him, this song I've been having on repeat in the car. He noticed, and he's okay with that. He didn't judge. For once in my life, I met a person who didn't judge, at all.

"Why..." I covered my face with both hands.

"I'll pick you up soon." He rubbed my back. "Just hanging in here while I'm gone babe, okay?"

I nodded. Let's just nod. I trusted him with all my heart even though I knew it's slightly impossible. I might be having a future with the prince, or maybe not.

But I swear, what we had here was real. Too real. I fall in love with couple of blue eyes and didn't regret even a second of it.

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