Brendon's POV
The sound of someone saying my name wakes me up. My eyes flicker open and when I try to get up I'm held down my a weight over me. I look down only to find Ryan's face pressed into my chest, with his hand laying next to him, also on my chest. Under his cover I can feel our legs tangled.
For a minute or so I watch over him. My Moon looks cute like this with his hair hanging down messily, covering half his face.
Suddenly, Ryan looks disturbed from his sleep.
"Brendon." He mutters, squirming his way off of my chest.
"No Brendon don't leave me." This time he sounded distressed, but still asleep.
"Please don't! Please don't leave me!" I feel a tear land the part of my arm Ryan was clinging onto. It hurts me to see him troubled. He continues to say my name unknowingly and more tears slip out his eyes with each call.Grabbing his shoulders I hoist him up so he's sitting upright with me. Still holding his shoulders I shake him but only slightly, trying to wake him up. Tears are still spilling out of his eyes when he opened them. With confusion printed on his face and concern plastered on mine, I open my arms to consume him into a hug. He practically leaps into me as I hear sobs and occasional whimpers from him.
We sat like this for what seems like hours. His head resting gently on my shoulder, my head resting on his. Our arms were wrapped tightly around each other. Ryan soon calmed down and asked me to tell him what happened. After I had told him he gives me an apologetic look.
"Sorry for waking you up." He said looking down once I had released him.
"Don't be Ry it's fine. Trust me." I reassured.
"I'm still sorry though" Mutters Ryan. He shouldn't be. It isn't his fault and I'd rather he woke me up than him suffering by himself by far. As I was about to say so, his alarm clock that he set yesterday went off. A loud groan comes from beside me and Ryan flops himself back down on his bed, burying himself in covers. I laugh and flop down beside him."Come on we have tooooooo" I whisper to him. He sighs and gets up off his bed pulling me with him.
"Do you want to borrow some clothes for school?" Offers Ryan as he walks over to his cupboard to get his own clothes.
"I don't suppose I have a choice do I?" I ask, giggling.
"Hmm no I think you can go to school without clothes." He replies sarcastically. He turns round and throws me some black jeans and a misfits shirt.
"I love this band!" I say whilst examining the clothes. Ryan laughs and tells me I can get changed and he'll get changed in the bathroom down the hall.I get changed quickly and I wait for Ryan on his bed. A pencil eyeliner catches my eye and I pick it up just as Ryan comes in. He spots me with his eyeliner and walks over looking amused.
"Do you want me to do it for you?" He asks taking the pencil out of my hands."Do what?"
"Do your eyeliner."
"Oh! Um okay then as long as you don't stab me in the eye with it!" I say as Ryan laughs and sits down next to me and tells me to look at him. He bites his lip in concentration and I can't help but blush when he brings the pencil just below my eye.He holds the back of my head while he applies the liner. After he's done his arm holding the pencil returns to his side but he still continues to stare into my eyes. I do the same, his other hand still in my hair.
In the moment, Ryan's mom shouts up from the kitchen and tells us she's prepared some breakfast for us. Ryan lets his other hand drop, sliding along my shoulder before meeting his side. He smiles but it looks kinda sad before leading us both downstairs.
We had breakfast (which was pancakes) and then went to school. We walked close together because we were sharing headphones. Ryan kept singing along to the songs we were listening too.
"You know Bren, teenagers do scare the living shit outta me." Laughing at his MCR reference I totally understand what he means.
"Me too Ry, me too." Other than that it was pretty much silent the rest of the way there.
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Hey Moon (Ryden)
FanfictionRyan's new in town and with his crippling anxiety and past issues with bullying at his last town, school is not going to be easy for him to start fresh. That is, until he meets Brendon, the only person he can count on to make his life less painful t...