I was lost without you but you found me again. And when you found me, my sanity was restored. I came home to your arms and your eyes. Your scent filled my nose again and there was finally a reason to breathe. And then I got lost again. I got lost in you. Your arms felt like heaven and I felt the clouds protecting me. I let myself fall into your warmth, getting lost beneath the sky. Home and heaven were close again but I wasn't anywhere near anymore. I couldn't lie in your arms without getting lost. Your soft skin, steady heart beat, warm sweater. I could breathe and the air felt good again. I didn't know where I was, but that was okay. I knew I was okay because I could still smell your cheap cologne and the shampoo that made your hair smell like warm cookies or a swim in the ocean. You were the sun, the moon, the stars, heaven, and hell. And I was everything in between. I got lost again. I let myself, and you got lost with me. I saw you in the clouds and we were happy. Your eyes smiled more than your lips and I knew I never wanted to be found. I'm not crazy, I'm happy. I'm lost in my happiness. In your scent, in your smile. I'm lost again. Please don't look for me.
