Fuck you, I love you.

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The truth hurts.
And everyone's a liar.
Forever means fucking nothing after people walk out like you're nothing.
Maybe we're freshman in high school but forever is forever no matter how fucking old we are.
Don't say shit you don't mean.
I'd rather you tell me you hate me and it be true than hear you lie saying you'll always love me.
I didn't need you to say that to me then and now that you did it hurts a thousand times more.
If you never said it, I'd never believe it.
But the way you held me, with my tears soaking your shirt, and told me I meant the world to you and that you'd never leave?
You can't expect me not to cry.
You can't expect me not to miss you.
I'm not insane, you just fucked with my emotions.
Forever means nothing to me now and I can't even trust my own mother when she tells me she loves me.
You see what you did?
And yet, you still act like I'm the one who ruined your fucking life.
I wish I fucking did, I wish loving you too much would ruin your life, but some people beg to be loved.
I hope you know that you'll never find anyone who loves you more than I do.
I hope you know what you lost.
I hope you wake up one day and regret losing me.
Because I am in love with you, and love never dies.
I hope you wake up and crave love.
I hope you know I won't be there.
I said forever, too, but if we go by your definition, I don't owe you shit.
I love you, asshole.

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