When you put all you are into someone and watch them walk away, it hurts. And it's not like you can change the clock and bring yourself back to the times you were happy. You can't manipulate your happiness the way people can manipulate your emotions. Part of the pain that comes along with loosing someone is feeling like it's all your fault. It's one of those things where you just feel like if you didn't say that one thing or if you didn't call that night then everything would be okay and you'd still be happy. Well, the truth is, no matter what you say or do, change is inevitable. You don't control anyone else and no one can control you. Yeah, maybe you said something you regret, but if that person is important enough to you and you're the same to them, they should be willing to work things out. The truth hurts, but sometimes the only way you can move on is if you are willing to accept the fact that not everything is your fault and you can't change the way other people feel. Love is love and it's either there or it's not, and it hurts when it's not, but would you rather have it there and not be real, or know it's not there and be able to get up and move on? You have to do what's best for you because at the end of the day, you're alone in this world. All you have is you and if you're going to be okay, you're going to have to do things that might not feel right or maybe even hurt other people.
