I turn on my fan so a can be shivering instead of shaking.
I get in the shower so you can't see my tears.
I put on makeup so I can hide the dark circles you left me with after so many sleepless nights.
I change my clothes so you can't see the red stains on the sleeves.
I close my eyes so you can't see how red they've gotten.
I put on a smile to show you I'm okay.
And just as I've begun to fool you,
I breakdown again.
"I'm okay, I promise."
"Everything's going to be okay."
"I think I'm getting over you."
"I'm ready to move on."
Lies.
