Love Unscripted (Formerly Wrestling Through Life)

Chapter 21: Dear John

Amy was in Stamford, Connecticut in WWE's headquarters for a creative team meeting. She was exhausted. After her performance last night, she stayed for a bit to watch John's match and fly overnight. They were in the meeting to run a few of the story lines for the next couple of weeks. The creative team has been impressed with her ideas for the Divas division, she even got them to put a Divas match in every show. The girls have been really grateful to Amy for changing the Divas division and giving them a chance when no one else has. She's getting used to what it takes for her job to be completed successfully, it's just scary for her to be spending less time with John. 

John woke up, he still was not used to waking up without her. He start to feel a hole inside of him, he miss her. John got ready for the show, even his locker room was empty. Every day he spent less and less time with her. He loves her but he couldn't handle it. He knows it's selfish of mehim but he'll have to let her go. John wants her to be happy but how can he make her happy when she's not around? He missed everything about her, her smile, her laugh, her eyes, her kisses, her scent. She went to a meeting in the WWE Headquarters in Stamford, Conneticut and now she was flying for the show tonight in California.

"Babe, we need to talk," he said.

"Sure, what's going on love?" she asked.

He stared at the floor, not even bothering to look towards her, "I can't do this anymore." 

"What do yo mean my love?" she asked confused.

"I can't do it anymore Amy, I wanted to support you on your new job as CEO and everything that goes with it but I can't. I barely see you, I wake up and you're not by my side, I feel a hole inside of me when you're gone," he said. "I think we need to break up," he said as he caressed her cheek, he wiped the tears that start to run down her face.

John didn't want to do this but if she wasn't going to be around, he didn't want to hold her back. Now, she could work all she wanted without worrying about him. It felt selfish but he knew she could make another man as happy and special as she did with him.

How could he do this to her? She loved him!

"I can't do it anymore Amy, I wanted to support you on your new job as CEO and everything that goes with it but I can't. I barely see you, I wake up and you're not by my side, I feel a hole inside of me when you're gone," he said.

It felt strange that he called her Amy and not baby, that's when she knew something was really wrong. He caressed her cheek and wiped the tears coming down her face. He left and now all she had was the memory of him. She left the show in tears, she emailed Hunter, "I had a personal situation, I'm going to the hotel room, I'll explain everything tomorrow."

Amy ran out of the arena and Wade stopped but her, she didn't want to talk to anyone right now, she just wanted to leave, be alone and drown myself in her thoughts. Once she had the chance, she went to the RV and packed everything that belonged to her. She moved out, she thanked Charles for everything and told him to give John a note.

"Dear John,  

Thanks for loving me the way you did. I've never felt this loved in my life before. I'll leave you alone for you to find yourself, at least know that I'll always be there for you when you need me. I won't get involved in your professional life either, I'll remove myself from your storylines and you won't even remember me. I hope you find someone that makes you as happy as you made me. I took everything as I want you to move forward without any interruptions. But one thing I want to make clear, your mom and I are still friends and I'll talk to her everyday even though we're not together.

I'll always love you,  

Amy"  

Charles looked at her and hugged her, "Thank you for everything and take care of him for me. And don't let him get involved with ladies that are not worth it."

"I won't and Miss Amy if you need anything just let me know," he said.

"Thank you Charles, it means a lot, I'm gonna go now before he comes back," she said.

"Goodbye Miss Amy," he responded.

"Goodbye Charles," she said.

After the show, she went to the hotel room, she saw how empty it looked without John. She had to start getting used to this life, she knew it will be hard since they've been together for so long. Amy called Carol to chat with her, maybe she could advice her on the situation they had.

"Carol, how are you?" she asked.

"Hi, Amy, everything is fine, how are you?" she asked.

"I'm okay," Amy whispered.

"What's wrong sweetie?" she asked.

Amy knew she would notice the sadness in her voice. She couldn't help it, I started to cry, "John broke up with me tonight," she answered.

"Amy, I'll call him right now, what's wrong with him?" she said.

"No, please, I don't want him involved, I don't want him to know that I called you," Amy said."I moved out everything from the RV, I'm alone now. I miss him already, I don't know how I can do this," Amy added.

"Amy, just give him time, he probably needs to be alone and think of what he has done and what he is losing if he leaves you," she said.

"Thank you, Carol, you always know what to say,I love you, thank you for being so good to me," Amy said.

"You're welcome Amy and promise me that you'll still call me," she said.

"I definitely will, thank you so much," Amy said.

"Goodnight Amy," she responded.

"Goodnight Carol, take care," Amy said.

Amy went to take a shower and all she could do was cry. The water washed her tears away from her. If this what the single life was suppose to be like, she didn't want it. She wanted him back in her life, cuddling, kissing and hugging each other until they fell asleep. She closed her eyes and right now all she wanted was to end her life. She knew it wouldn't matter to anyone if she ended her life at that moment, he was her life and it was taken from her just like that. Amy decided to get dressed and just sit down and write music. She heard a knock on her door and she wondered who could it be at that time. She only hoped that it was John, that it didn't take him long enough to realize that they couldn't be apart.