Daniel Howell Imagines

It's Always You

A/N: Hey guys! So this Imagine is based off of a quote I wrote on my main tumblr page, but i kinda changed it up for this story. I hope you guys like this.

Genre: idk

Word Count: 2664 words

2nd Person P.O.V

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'Dear Dan,

I guess for me, it's always going to be you. It always was you.

It's not the fact that every time I see you, my heart skips a beat out of pure nervousness. It's not the fact that I show off whenever you're around. I guess it's just the fact that I'm drawn to you.

I feel like  I'm drawn to you.

There's something about you and I don't know what it is. Believe me, If I could change the way how I feel towards you, I would. But I can't, It's not as simple as it sounds, Dan.

The fact that it's been six months speaks measures to me. And even after six months, I'm left to wonder what I could have possibly done wrong. Wondering what I could have done to make things different; to make them better.

It's not the fact that I'm still in love with you. No matter how much times I tell myself I'm not, everyone else tells me otherwise. I guess I just use denial as a coping mechanism. But If I say that I am no longer in love with you, just believe me, believe that I'm not.

You still inhabit my mind and every time I'm left to ask myself 'Why?'

'Why is it always you?'

'Is it always going to be you?'

I don't want it to be always you, because I know I can do so much better. It's always you and I wish it wasn't.

From, (y/n).'

You read over the letter wondering if it's good enough. You let out a deep sigh and screw up the piece of paper, tossing it across the room to where 10 other crumbles pieces of paper lay.

"Why is this so difficult!?" You exclaim, throwing your head in your hands out of pure exhaustion. You were doing so well, you had been doing absolutely fine without Dan in your life anymore, but all of a sudden, you were reminded of everything that you and Dan possessed in your relationship. It all started when you got in the car with an old friend. They had been so great with taking care of you after you and Dan had broken up. You got in the car and she was listening to The Breakfast Show with Nick Grimshaw, that featured The 1975.

*FLASHBACK TIIIMMMEEEE*

"And next up we have Dan, morning Dan!" Grimmy's voice sounded through the radio speakers and all of a sudden you could feel yourself going stiff. Surely it wasn't your Dan, it couldn't be...

"Hiiii!"  You heard Dan's voice. Oh God. Could it actually really be? Truth be told, you haven't actually heard his voice since you two broke up. Like, yeah you've seen photos of him, and you've seen him around and stuff, but it just felt weird hearing his voice after so long.

"How are you, Dan?" Grimmy asked.

"I'm good, I'm sat in the car with my friend Phil!" You could hear Phil saying 'Hi' on the phone next to Dan. But just like that, your heart just sank into your stomach. It was him, wasn't it? Your friend must've noticed your discomfort, because as soon as Grimmy and Matty started to come to the realization that it was in fact Dan AND Phil, they turned the radio off.

"I'm so sorry (Y/N)" They apologized profusely. It wasn't their fault. You both knew that, they didn't know that, that was going to happen.

"It's okay, you didn't know." You replied in a whisper.