A/N: first one from Taylor Swifts new album im sorry but i just had to lmao
Genre: fluuuuuuffff
Pairing: Dan x Reader
Word Count: 931 words
Song(s) used: Dress - Taylor Swift
Warnings: intentions of smut and mentions of alcohol
Your P.O.V
Everything was secretive, but maybe it was a good thing. And maybe it goes without saying but, no one had any idea about me and Dan, we always just had these secret moments in his somewhat crowded and cluttered room. He's somehow made his mark on me, like a tattoo of some sorts, a golden tattoo, which I always thought was impossible. I've never really been one to stick around during a relationship, or whatever you would call this.
Nothing was exactly official, but we were more than friends. We were taking things slow and I'm gonna be honest, it was excruciatingly painful at times, there was all this anticipation and patience. I felt like I was ready to take things further, but at the same time I didn't want to ruin anything too early in our relationship, my hands were almost shaking from holding back from him, desperately waiting for him to make some sort of move, but like me, he was holding back, probably too scared, just in case it ruins things, like my first initial thoughts
I really liked Dan, hell, I might even be in love with him, but being in love always comes with some sort of fears, especially in the early days of any relationship. He was inescapable, so I wasn't even going to try and leave him, but if I ended up getting burnt, at least I can say what we had was good, and that we were both electrified. Everyone thinks that they know us, as individuals, they like to think they know everything, but they know nothing about us.
"You're spilling wine everywhere" Dan stated, giggling as he watches me fumbling around with my wine glass. "What am I going to do with you?" He asked, in a sarcastic tone of voice, but it was still so cute when he got all sarcastic, that was one of my favourite things about him.
"Hmmmmm, I could think of a few things" I somewhat slurred and then winked at him. Slightly adjusting the black dress I was wearing so he could get the hint. I wasn't exactly drunk, but I was tipsy; tipsy from the alcohol and drunk from Dan. Dan just laughed at me and shook his head, smirking at me while I looked up at him with a cheeky smile planted on my face.
"Ohhh you're bad..." He smiled and leaned into me, but it was true, in this sort of sense, I was being bad. Pining after something that probably should wait, but I no longer have the patience to, I want him bad and I want him now.
He reaches out to touch me, but then instantly recoils his hand away from me, almost like he was too scared to do anything, he looks hesitant, but I try my best to reassure him that everything was fine, and it all starts off nice and slow.
He kisses my face first, and its like we were both drunk, drunk off of each other, and then I realized where everything was going, and to be honest, it got really scary insanely quick, and I think Dan could sense that because he pulls away and looks into my eyes, his eyes filled with worry, lust and admiration.
"What's wrong, love?" He asks, whispering to me, his voice full of worry. I looked down at the ground beneath me and then looked back up at him, thinking that maybe I'm overthinking everything and I'm just scared for no good reason.
"Its just that, what if I ruin this? I don't want to ruin everything we've built up so early on and the thing is that I really want you, and I'm just really scared" I admitted, and just when I thought the worst was gonna happen, he smiled a genuine smile at me and nodded.
"it's absolutely fine that you feel this way, because I feel the exact same way too, but I know that everything between us is going to be fine, because I love you, and sometimes in situations like this, love is all you need" Dan revealed, and it was like the whole world had been lifted off of my shoulders and I knew everything was gonna be fine.
"I love you too, Dan" I professed, setting down my glass. We engulfed eachother in a warm embrace as he takes my face inbetween his hands and leans down to kiss me, and it felt like that, even in my worst times, like today, he still managed to see the best in me, the best in us.
I think about 'us' and even if something were to happen, and I end up getting burned, at least i can say we were electrified, it's almost like he's inescapable.
"You know..." I started, putting my hands on his shoulders and then slowly moving them down to carress the buttons of his shirt. I leaned in close to his ear, my lips just millimeters away from touching him. "I only bought this dress, so you could take it off." I whispered in his ear, and i could feel him tense up under my hands. I look up at his face and see his mouth slightly agape, an intense blush playing on his cheeks.
"Well then, I must fulfill your wishes, my love..."
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Daniel Howell Imagines
Fanfictionjust some trashy dan howell imagines/oneshots they're trash just like the guy they're written about lmao
