Daniel Howell Imagines

102

A/N: this is for all of my The 1975 fangirls out there

Song(s) used: 102 - Matty Healy

Pairing: Dan x Reader

Genre: fluffish angst

Word Count: 701 words

Dans P.O.V

"Hey, so do you think you'll be able to meet me at the usual place?" I ask through the phone and I hear her sigh, I can almost see her rolling her eyes.

"Dan it's almost 1am you know that right?" She replies tiredly. I couldn't help but smile about the way she's acting, I knew she would agree to meet me.

"Please I just really need to see you..."

"Okay Dan, be there by 1:02am or else" she said and then hung up.

1:02 am was our time of the night and by that I mean, 1:02am was usually the time we saw each other when we were out and about; like for example, I would be going for a stroll and I see her at the shops. And so after that happening a lot, 1:02am just became our time.

I decided to get changed out of pajamas and dress nicely. But when I put on one of my favourite shirts, it smelt like her. And it sounds really strange but I didn't know what to do what with myself, I sat down for what seemed like forever contemplating what I should do. Should I go? Or should i stay home instead?

From: (Y/N) 💕✌🏻

Dan it's 1:02 where are you?

Looks like I'm going.

I quickly rush down to our usual spot and her see her sitting there in her pjs with no make up on and I can't stop smiling at her, even when she looked tired she wasn't all dressed up, she was still the most beautiful girl in the world.

"Goddammit Dan! About time you got here!" She yelled at me. She always got a little bit grouchy when she was tired, but it's okay, I still loved her nonetheless. "So, why are we here?" She asks as I sit down next to her.

"I don't know, I just wanted to see you. I felt like I haven't seen you in forever. What's been happening in your life?" I asked her and she just rolled her eyes, but she was smiling. I knew she wasn't genuinely mad at me.

"Since when did you become interested in my personal life, Daniel?" She argues/questions. Now, in all honesty, I can't help but love the way that her face looks when she's arguing or making a point. She scrunches up her nose and she looks really confused; its cute.

"Since now"

"Okay well, I haven't been doing much, in all honesty. But there is something I've got my eye on; errr well, someone that I've got my eye on, and he's amazing" she answers and I feel my head pulsating in my chest and I can't help but feel like she could be possibly talking about me.

"Ohhhhh what's his name? What's he like? How old is he? Come on (Y/N) I need all the juicy details!" I pretend to get excited, knowing that's she's probably not talking about me. But on the inside my heart is shattering.

"Well, his name is Mason, he is amazingly sweet. He's currently studying to become a criminal psychologist. And he's 26." 26, that's 3 years older than her, but so am I technically. "What about you Dan?" Any girls or boys in your life that you want to talk about?" She asks grinning optimistically at me

"Well sorry to disappoint but there's no boys, but there is one girl. This one girl is just amazing. She's really kind and sweet, she wouldn't even hurt a fly. She's into a lot of the same stuff that I'm into. She loves reading and being really artsy and creative. She's my muse." I pour my heart out towards her, except I was talking about her, and she was totally oblivious to that.

"Well I hope everything works out between you and her, you deserve someone that sounds as sweet as she is" she smiled and then yawned

"Yeah I hope it works out too." I almost sounded defeated. Knowing that I would never be with (Y/N), she just didn't see me that way.

(Y/N) and I eventually parted ways to go back to our separate homes. Separate lives. Everything was just so separate between us and that's the last thing I want.

But I can't control who she falls in love with,

Because if I could, you can guarantee she would be with me.