Love is a sick joke to me.
Somebody's way to fuck things up and make it more difficult to accept yourself.
When your in love you feel constantly judged for who you are as a person so you alter yourself to mimic the behaviour of your other half.
Love is when you're at your most vulnerable in life.
Love is when you blinded by the perfection of the other person, you noticed the tiniest details of how their smile is or the exact colour of their eyes.
Love is where you feel so alone and desperate when it's gone.
Love is when somebody becomes your sun and you revolve around it all the time, depending on its light to keep you going through the dark.
Love is where that one specific person knows how you feel just by your facial expression, your body movements, you tone of voice.
I can't begin to describe what love is like to the people who have never felt it.
It's where your eyes light up when you see that one person
Where you jumble up your words because you're nervous around them
Where you feel you happiest inside and out
We fall in love for different reasons and with different people
I fell in love recently and that person probably won't even acknowledge me when I meet them. To be honest they'll probably hate me for acting too fake.
And that's what worries me.
~Jess.
