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I hate aeroplane food, boys (apart from Troyecifer, Finn and my dads), pianos and most music now.

Ugh when I started learning the piano I never thought I'd say I'd hate but I do now like do you know how damn hard it is to strip down a song and make it so good and intricate?

It's damn fucking hard.

Since I'm not at home because stuffs I've had to download Garage Band for my Mac and work on that which is impossible (sort of).

I need coffee desperately.

Eli bring me coffee, please <3

And then I've had to email all of these people about shit that I really don't give a fuck about (taxes, payments for my apartment whilst I'm on tour etc etc).

I literally just got an email saying that I haven't got the correct details for my bills to be paid while I'm gone.

Well fuck.

I also discovered that YMAS are being out a new album (I interrogated Josh over Skype (I GOT HIS MOTHERFLUFFING SKYPE LIKE OMFG))

Christmas has been bothering me all fucking day because I don't know what to get the girls since they can basically buy everything themselves

The band is fine, we're not dead but I feel dead inside (AYYY MUSE) so ye

Stabby forced me to play the 7sc app with her and I got the thing 'name one thing that you lost and still haven't found'

I said my soul.

No regrets.

Beware smol children because extreme fangirling is commencing in 3...2....1

OKAY TROYE RELEASED BN AND I ANT BE ANYMORE PRPUD LIKE HE WAS TEXTING ME AN HOUR BEFORE IT CAME OUT AND I STAYED UP EXPECIALLY FOR IT AND OMG

TALK ME DOWN IS PROBABLY MY FAVOURITE SONG BUT I ALSO LIKE LOST BOY AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE SIGNED COPY THAT I ORDERED FROM MY GOOD PAL

HE SENT IT TO FINN'S ADDRESS AND FINN SHOWED ME A PICTURE OF THE SIGNING AND IT WAS SO CUTE IT WAS SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF

'Dear Sweet British Kitten (I'll just go wth Jessie)

I can't thank you enough for helping me through this even when you were shouting at me because I woke you up (I am not sorry)

love you boo xx ~Troye'

AND I STARTED CRYING ON SIMON'S SHOULDER IT ISNT EVEN FUNNY

He's like a third grumpy dad to me it's amazing because we were in a meeting and I was sitting next to him and I started crying and he hugged like omg you're a heartless twat but I do love you sometimes Si

Also the adventurous adventures of one direction 3 came out and I is excite

So yeah bye ily

~Jess xxx

Ps sorry for the messy update thingy I'm all over the place at the moment

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