Blocks

Blocks Chapter 6

Note: Sexual stuff in this chapter :)

CHAPTER 6

Present day.

It’s been a month. A month of relentless, bullying, teasing, mocking, two hospital visits and phone calls home. My Dad and Anton have been there for me but my mothers gone off drinking more than usual. I don’t even know; does she hate me? At least at school I have one friend I can always count on. But my crush on her has grown; can I bear to hide it anymore?

GraphicLeah: how’s the nose?

The Volktina: getting better, I’ll be in tomorrow.

GraphicLeah: YES! They’re not gonna get us!

The Volktina: We’re gonna run, nothing can stop us.

GraphicLeah: even the night that falls all around us.

The Volktina: I’m playing that song so loud now, can u hear it from ur house?

GraphicLeah: Fuck yeah! Scream it Yulia! xD They’re not gonna get us! What do ur parents think?

The Volktina: They’re out xD

GraphicLeah: Poor Antonio Leader!

The Volktina: Shhhhhhh! Don’t let him hear you calling him Antonio!

GraphicLeah: LOL

The Volktina: Shit the neighbours are angry at me! G2g

GraphicLeah: They’re not gonna get you! xD

The Volktina: :)

-The Volktina logged out.

“Turn off that lesbian off!” Mr Peter’s was screaming at me.

“Lesbian shit?” I called back.

“Yes! All dykes will burn in hell!”

That did me; I ran to my room, slammed the door and jumped in my bed to cry. Anton came in.

“Sorry Julia,” he said as he turned the stereo right down. He left the room again.

I must’ve fallen asleep because when I looked at my clock it was ten pm. “All The Things She Said” was quietly playing and I instantly thought of Leah. That made me horny. Uh oh. I took my pants and began to rub. I’d been feeling so lonely; this was making me feel good. My breathing got heavy as I continued.

“Oh god,” I moaned. I was thinking about Leah as well. The feelings got intense and my body shivered. I let out a final moan and lay back into my bed. This may sound dirty but masturbating releases so much tension from me. For a few minutes I am unaware of anything but that feeling. Best few minutes of my day. “My god, I must be depressed,” I said out loud. My phone beeped, probably another hate text. James had the gratitude of giving nearly the whole school my number. I picked up my phone after hesitating for a few seconds. To my pleasant surprise; the text was from Leah:

‘Meet me behind the bus shelter tomorrow’

I wonder why?

I replied, ‘OK :)’. I was excited now so I fell asleep.

Leah usually gets up early for school – so I got up early as well. I did all my morning things but today I spent a bit longer on my hair so I looked nice for Leah. Anton was going to polytechnic so he offered to take me to school but I said no because I had to meet Leah. I headed off down the road to the bus shelter. I never go on the bus because it smells bad and I prefer the fresh air in my lungs. When I arrived; Leah was already there.

“Julz, you’re here!” she sounded really flustered, or nervous.

“What’s up Leah?” I was worried for my beautiful friend.

“I’m going to tell you something I’ve just realised! Everything fits now!” She ranted.

“Huh?” I said, a little bit confused. Why would she bring me down here?

“Julia, I’m gay,”

That’s why.

My head spun. “You’re gay?”

She looked at me. “It’s our little secret,” she said and hugged me. Her hands were wandering up my back and mine up hers. We realised what we were doing and broke apart. Leah looked embarrassed.

“Let’s go to school now,” she said, not sounding at all excited.

“Pfft, can’t wait,” I said very sarcastically.

Leah smiled. I was so happy. My common sense was the only thing that held me back from kissing her right then. Halfway to school:

“You look nice today, Julz,” Leah said, looking at me.

“Thank you, you look pretty to,” I replied. Leah blushed. I laughed a bit at that.

School was filled with more teasing. I swear dyke is the word I’ve heard the most now. After school, Anton and I went over to the Cave’s. I talked with Leah while Anton played cards with Anna and her parents.

“Julia; I’ve liked you a bit much recently, but you’re not the first,” Leah said quietly.

I nearly choked; “I like you to.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“Would you be my girlfriend? We’re old enough to do all that now,” she looked so embarrassed, a little scared to.

“Fuck yes; Leah,” I reached out and hugged her. ‘I have a girlfriend now’, my brain was screaming.

“Oh yeah! Let’s be as open as possible, fuck the world,” said Leah, that devilish glint in her eyes.

I laughed, “We will be OK, we have each other,” I said.

Leah nodded, “I’m going away for two weeks starting tomorrow,” Leah paused, “We’ll be in Hastings, there will be a computer,” she winked.

I pouted, “So, no sex?”

Leah laughed, “Damn you love sex, you haven’t even done it but you love it.”

“I love to touch myself,” I remarked with a sly grin.

“You and Yulia Volkova ay?” Leah shook her head.

“Yeah we love the fingers.”

Leah cracked up, “Damn you’re funny.”

I like Leah so much, I wish her and I could have more time alone but Anton came in and said it’s time to go.