Blocks

Blocks Chapter 20

CHAPTER 20

I must say; losing my virginity wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I actually thought it would be quite painful. It only feels a bit numb from her fingers. Still, I wouldn't want to have sex every day; just like I don't touch myself every day. OK; I'll admit that I touch myself every second day when I'm feeling up to it. While Anton and I were walking home; Anton asked what Leah and I had been up to the whole time we were visiting with the Cave's. I blushed and Anton laughed at my embarrassed look.

“I'm guessing it was................ sex?” he said with a cheeky grin. I don't think he meant it but.......

“Well....... yes” I said. Anton looked surprised and then like he would die with laughter.

“Damn Julia! You lost your virginity before me!” He said, gasping.

“Ask anyone at school and they'll tell me different,” I smiled. Then I felt worried, “You didn't hear anything did you?” I just wanted to make sure.

“No, I couldn't hear anything from that room,” Anton wasn't lying either.

When we returned home, Dad told me that Craig Lock's son was coming to pick up Mum's things in about thirty minutes. I helped Dad and Anton shift the boxes that contained everything my mother owned. It was quite a sad process. What I never thought would happen to me; was actually happening- my parents seperation. Soon enough, a four wheel drive turned into our driveway. I got the biggest shock when I saw who was behind the wheel. It was Tony! I felt angry, Tony must've known all along that Mum had been cheating on Dad. That's why Tony asked who my Dad was. I instantly regretted not asking why; I didn't think anything suspicious of it. I thought Tony was a nice guy; but he had been hiding a secret that meant so much to me. Tony got out of the car with a smile, but as soon as he saw me the smile dissappeared and he looked at the ground. He kicked a stone under the car.

“Hello Tony,” said Anton gruffly. Anton knew Tony? How? What else was Tony hiding from me? Tony simply glanced at Anton- with a look that spelt out.... hatred? This day was getting weirder by the minute. I'd confront Tony about it later though. Dad, Anton and I helped Tony load the boxes into the car. Tony and I made no eye contact the whole time. Once the car was loaded; I realised that this was the final chapter of Mum leaving us. First she met Craig, then she slept with him, then she moved in with him and last of all she moved out of our house. I felt a tear form and it almost fell.......almost. When Tony drove off, he took my mother with him.

I sat in my room by the computer; my hand hovering over the power button. I felt extremely betrayed. Tony was supposed to be my friend but what he had kept from me was unforgivable. What else had he kept from me? Was he actually hetero and not gay? I really hoped not. Who else had lied to me? Anton could've lied to me about James being the baby's father. Leah could've lied to me about loving me. Dad could've lied about the real reason my mother left. The list went on. I pinched myself; those were such toxic thoughts. My councillor had told me over and over and over NOT to think like that. I wiped the thoughts from my mind and switched on the computer.

Tonylovesrainbows: I'm so sorry Julia!

The Volktina: Why didn't you tell me my mother was fucking your dad! Do you know how much that means to me? She's my mother! What other secrets are you hiding from me Tony!

Tonylovesrainbows: I didn't want to hurt you more than you already have been hurt these last few months......

The Volktina: You hurt me more by not telling me! She's my mother! I had the right to know! I could've cleaned up the mess she made much quicker if you had just told me.

Tonylovesrainbows: I'm so sorry! I cannot tell you how sorry I am!

The Volktina: You can, but it doesn't mean I'll forgive you.

Tonylovesrainbows: I didn't know Antonio was your brother. That stunt he pulled with the Blocks really screwed us up. He needs to be taught a lesson.

The Volktina: What are you talking about? What the fuck are the Blocks?

Tonylovesrainbows: Oh shit, I shouldn't have said that...

The Volktina: TONY! Wtf are the Blocks?

Tonylovesrainbows: Our gang........

The Volktina: Oh yeah; your gang ay? Who's the leader?

Tonylovesrainbows: James.........

The Volktina: WTF! So you're in with James!

Tonylovesrainbows: I'm so sorry Julia...

The Volktina: Bullshit!

Tonylovesrainbows: You should give yourself in. All he wants is you. You shouldn't have fucked with him. He's going to get Leah tonight.

The Volktina: What!?

Tonylovesrainbows: He's using her to get to you. I'm just the messenger. It's all part of his big plan; to make Blocks the most powerful gang in New Zealand.

The Volktina: Well his bloody plan worked!

-The Volktina logged out.