3 AM Heartbreak

What You've Taught Me.

I regret everything.

I think I've learned my lesson.

You're heartless, yet you have the biggest heart ever.

I love you, but I hate you so fucking much.

I feel something for you.

I feel nothing for you.

Sometimes I can hear your voice in a sweet dream, and suddenly I'm in a nightmare.

I shouldn't have fallen in love with you, even if it did teach me what love is.

3 AM feels a lot more lonely than if did before.

It hits me then.

That you were the only person I trusted.

I've learned my lesson.

Love won't last, ever.

Because your mother, father, sisters, boyfriend, and even best friend will leave you empty and cold.

I've learned my lesson.

Force yourself to fall out of love,

Because it's the most painful thing ever.

I've learned my lesson.

No one will be there at 3 AM to hug you when you cry.

So hug yourself while you cry so hard, and you can't breathe.

You better catch your breath before someone hears you crying, and they call you crazy.

I've learned my lesson.

You're a suicidal whore who only got "love" out of pity.

I've learned my lesson.

You really don't care, and you won't be there to talk to.

How foolish of me to believe that for a moment.

I've learned my lesson.

You're a filthy god damn liar, but you told the most beautiful lies I've ever heard.

I loved your lies so much.

I can't believe in words in anymore.

I don't love words anymore, they've lost their meaning.

Especially the words "I love you."

I've learned my lessons the hard way.

I've seen problems dealt with through alcohol by my father.

Prescription pills by my mother.

Through physical pain by myself.

Ignoring it like my sisters.

And shutting out your emotions, just like you.

I've learned my lesson.

I love you.

Therefore you must go, one way or another.