Reason #134 Why I'm Scared to Fall in Love

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by 3AMWords

by 3AMWords

Reason #134

The worry I'll have when you're gone.

I'm so fucking scared to lose someone I love again. Whether it's to death or if they leave me. I'm not prepared for it. It is the worst natural catastrophe a heart can face.

It's the not knowing that scares me- not knowing when or how it's going to happen. Not knowing when the day you're gone from this earth and suddenly I'm the only one left to remember what you sounded like when you said that you loved me. I'm so terrified of having these memories that will mean everything to me and will bring tears to my eyes when you're gone.

I am so fucking scared of losing another person who met everything to me.

That's why I really stopped bothering you- because every time I tried to explain something that I couldn't even fathom, I lost you all over again.