Pour the Ranch

Feelings

Josh's pov
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Since the incident, my life has been hectic. My whole family knows about Tyler and I usually don't care what my family thinks about my friends, but this time I do. I don't like what they are saying about him. They don't know much about what caused it all. Than again, who does? It happened so suddenly that no one has had a chance to think about it. Tyler has been without contact with his family and friends for three days now. Which makes the whole even more difficult. His family hasn't answered any of my calls or texts either.. Last I heard, he wasn't do so well. In all honesty, neither have I.
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Tyler's pov
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What's going on? Why am I in here? Where is my family? Better yet, why is my body so numb? Since it all happened my life has taken a turn for the worst. I wish I wouldn't have written that stupid letter. If I succeeded, than I wouldn't be in this mess. The workers here are terrible. I can't do anything without being watched. I just want a normal life, is that too much to ask for?
          "When will I get to go home? I miss my family." I asked with a shaky voice because I wasn't sure how she would reply but mostly because I know that I miss Josh. All of a sudden she turned around with a frown and said, "Honey, around here we don't ask questions. We do as we are told. As of now, you aren't leaving anytime soon. The real world is just too much for us to handle sometimes. You must finish your treatments before we can talk about departure."
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4 more days pass equalling a week of my stay. My treatments have come to an end and my freedom seems to be slowly coming back to me. My parents are coming to pick me up and take me home at noon. I'm nervous. I'm scared. What will they think of me? Fuck it, this is my life now.
Once I get back home it is dark out, the ride was long. No one talked. I felt disowned. The silence was deadly. I slowly trudged along the driveway and into the house up towards my bedroom. All of a sudden I was stopped in my tracks by a big pile of boxes. What now? I yelled to my mom asking what these were. Sure enough, I must pack up everything but my bare necessities into these boxes until I'm better. I quickly run up into my room and put all my stuff into the boxes.
After I get out of the shower, I head towards my mirror to brush my hair and teeth. It feels so nice to be free again but am I truly free yet? All of a sudden I hear my window opening and than a big bang. I quickly run over to see what it was, sure enough it was Josh. Great. I don't know if I should be happy about the fact that he still cares enough about me to sneak in trough my window or not. He's the reason why I'm in this mess.
Just let him in, give him a chance.
I slowly closed my bedroom door and proceed to say "Hey Josh, I think we need to talk." As I ushered him to sit next to me, my body began to feel something. This feeling was all to familiar, and it wasn't hate towards him. In fact, it was the complete opposite. Suddenly, Josh looked into my eyes and said "Tyler, before you speak just know that I have not stopped thinking about you. I have been lost without you. I'm so sorry for what I have done, please forgive me. I can't stand being without you.." as he put a finger on my lips. Hearing these words made my stomach churn yet at the same time, it really, turned me on.. Now is your chance, do it.