a glimpse into this brain of mine

a thought of the conflicted

Get in the shower!
No!
Get out of the shower!
No!
Sigh

Get in the car!
No!
Get out of the car!
No!
Sigh

Brush your teeth!
No!
Take that toothbrush out of your mouth right now or so help me...
No!
Sigh

Why is it that we don't want to do things
Until we do them
And then we don't want to stop?
Is this the same everywhere?
No matter the situation?

Why don't you read?
Nah.
Put that book down!
Nah.
Sigh

Can someone enlighten me?
Or am I to be stuck in the dark?
Is there truth to my words?
What is to blame
For our choice stubbornness?
Me?
You?
Some kinduva god?
Who knows.
Do you?
No!
Nah.
Sigh....