Poems

Please

Don't stop talking to me
I don't want you gone
Gone out of my life
I wish we could text
I wish I knew why we don't
I've tried
Probably not hard enough
But now I feel like my world is ending
I hope that's not true
I hate not talking to you
I have so much stuff I wish to tell you
Life isn't getting better
It's getting harder
I want you back in my life
Its been too long
And you're too far
I'm tempted
Tempted to cut
I've tried not to
I lost my blade so that's a plus
I guess
But I still look for it
Every day
And every night
I want you to talk to
To take my mine off things
You're the only one
That can truly do that
Nobody else can
Believe me, I've tried
Music? No
Writing? Not really
Reading? Nope
I want to know how your doing
What's new?
How's it going with that girl?
With your sister?
Parents?
I don't know about you
But I've snuck out a couple times
To get crisp fall night air
But I can't get my mind off you
Not in class
Not when reading
Not when writing
Not even with my other friends
I'm always thinking
What would he say?
What would he do?
You never leave my head
Your always at least lingering
Did I fuck something up?
I ask myself
Did I say something wrong?
Do something wrong?
What is it I just want to know
Pease at least tell me
Just tell me
Please

(If you do read this, I want to tell you that it's kinda hard for me to send a text. I'm always thinking I'm bothering you and you don't want to talk to the random girl that you met online and lives in Michigan. This is the best I could do to talk to you because I'm too scared to text you. I don't know why but every time I go start typing, I freeze and can't continue and go straight to youtube. I can't forget you, I've told you more than my irl best friend. I just want to know why we don't talk)