Is what I screamed internally
I as ran to my room and found a blade
I couldn't take it
The most blood I'd ever seen from my arm
Here I am taking others blades to help them
But here I am cutting myself
I just couldn't take it
Me life is not bad compared to others
But this isn't how it use to be
I want my old life back
Where my mom was happy just being with my step dad
And when my dad and step mom didn't fight
When no one was angry all the time
And no one was in jail
When I could go over to friends houses
And I didn't have to worry about where I was going to sleep
I want my old life back
All I feel is worthless
I don't want to live
Give my life to someone who deserves it
Because that person isn't me
I want to run away and never come back
But I don't have anyone to run to
And no one would take me in
I want my old life back
I just don't know what to do with myself
Will I ever?
I don't think I will
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Poems
PoetryThank you for clicking on my story now go on read it. What? You want more information on it? Ok, this is a just a compilation of poems that if I ever feel like writing one I'll post it here. Some may be good, some may be bad, but it helps me become...
