I want to cry
I want to punch
I want to scream
I want to fight
But I can't
I must stay quiet
Must not move
He might hurt me more
No one can know
No one can understand
No one would care
No one has
It's been 10 years
Why is it haunting me now
Memories hurting me now
But why?
I don't know why it happened
But it's destroying me
Hurting me mentally
Not physically anymore
It is the reason I don't like boys
It is the reason I act uncomfortable
It is the reason I'm scared if I'm alone
It is the reason I hide
The only thing I don't joke about
Why I make a billion jokes
About anything besides
What happened
Not allowed to move
Not allowed to cry
Not allowed to show emotion
Not allowed to speak
Eating away at me
Remembering those days
Remembering those nights
But not knowing what to do
My parents wondered why I was shy
And never saying a word, so I changed
Acted like things were okay
I acted then I saw things were okay
Now I can't stop looking back
Remembering the past
Wondering why it all happened
Did I start it all?
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Poems
PoesíaThank you for clicking on my story now go on read it. What? You want more information on it? Ok, this is a just a compilation of poems that if I ever feel like writing one I'll post it here. Some may be good, some may be bad, but it helps me become...
