Scared to Love Again

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Broken
Hurt
Destroyed
Is all I am
I can't love again
I'm trying
I really am
Trying to forget about the past
I have someone new
And I'm scared to love them
Scared they will break me
I'm trying
I really am
It's different
There is love
I know that for sure
But I don't know the pace for things
I don't know when to do things
It's different
I'm trying
I really am
To get my mind away from the bad
To forget the bad past we had
But only the bad
I want the good still
And that's what I'm keeping
I'm trying
I really am
Trying to fight the demons away
Trying to make them go back to hell
Trying not to grab a blade
And have all the fun I want
I'm trying
I really am
To put on a smile
And actually be happy
Then I see you
Memories come flooding back
Good
And bad
I'm trying
I really am
I want to forget the lies
And move on
But it's hard to
Just forget and move past it
That's what they all say
But that's harder than it looks
I'm trying
I really am
But I'm still
Scared to Love Again

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