Poems

Confused

Confusion taking over

Finding ways to suffocate me

Feels like I'm burning

From the inside

To the outside

I...

I don't even know what to say

I feel...nothing

Empty

Lifeless

You can't be bothered to be nice to me

Nothing to show love

You think you're high and mighty

Because you got me something for one month

But then you forgot to even say anything for two month

And do I need to mention how you

Forgot my 16th birthday?

Or Christmas?

Oh but you totally made up for it for remembering our three month

No

It fucking doesn't count

A piece of paper with a few lyrics and some notes doesn't count

I did that for a full week

Handwriten

But obviously you don't care

Sticky note bombing your school locker

And your band locker

Doesn't mean anything to you I see

Caring about you while you were not at school

Worried to death something could go wrong

I see it meant nothing to you

What else is there?

I've got a list for you asshole

But at the top of the list

You

Are

Immature

No wonder all the other girls you asked declined you

They were smarter than me

You wouldn't know what love is

Even if it punched you in the face

And that's what you need

Oh, but I was controling

No you idiot

I was trying to help you

Help you stop being such a stupid little child

You're in high school now

Grow the fuck up

Because I told you this before

If you actually grow up

I still want to date you

I love you

But I doubt you even know what that means

So til then

Farewell

I'll just be sitting here

Confused