I don't know what to do
I don't know my way
My light has disappeared
And I've taken the wrong path
I want you back
But I can't reach you
I'm useless
I don't know what to do
Everything is a blur
I've got mixed feelings
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"She's lost an amazing girl"
"She was poison anyway"
"The trash was taken out"
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"But she knows so much"
"She treated me best"
"I miss her touch"
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I want to talk
But I'm scared to
Scared we'll yell at each other
Scared memories will flood back
Ones form our past
But also ones from mine
What can I do?
I need answers
And I hate waiting
It kills me more every day
Getting weaker
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"I can have more fun without you caring"
"One less person to worry about"
"We were nothing alike"
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"I'm going to die without her"
"It hurts to not talk with her"
"I want her back"
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Why was I so stupid
I couldn't see the consequences
I was pissed in the moment
I was hurt more like it
You know some of my past
And I can't lose someone who knows that
I need you back
I need you to help me
I can't fight alone
We need each other
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"How stupid can I be"
"What gave me the idea"
"But why did you do it?"
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"Does she want to talk?"
"Does she want me gone forever?"
"Has she forgotten me now?"
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God damnit
I miss you
I never though I'd say it
In this context
I hate not talking
I want you back
I'm willing to move forward
And forget what I caused
Please talk with me
I'm want to communicate
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Without you
The only thing that I am
The thing I was scared to be is
Lost
Please talk to me.
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Poems
PoetryThank you for clicking on my story now go on read it. What? You want more information on it? Ok, this is a just a compilation of poems that if I ever feel like writing one I'll post it here. Some may be good, some may be bad, but it helps me become...
