Elsa
"Hey" I say walking in Anna's room. Everyone except for Rapunzel is here.
"Look who decided to FINALLY show up" Anna says.
"Sorry but I've been avoiding our parents" I say and take a seat next to Kristoff. "How you doing Eug?" I ask. He sits in a wheel chair hooked up to a couple of things. Like a pacemaker, IV bag, heart monitor.
"Well I can breath can't I?" Merida walks in with Popsicles and hands each of us one. "Pops?" Eugene asks.
"Merida they can't have this" Kristoff says standing up. He takes away Anna and Eugenes and they whine.
"Come on just let me eat! I'm starving!" Eugene cries.
"Same, they only give you healthy food here" Anna says and I laugh ripping the package of my Popsicle. Without liking , I take a lick. Orange. "How come she gets to keep hers?"
"Because she can actually eat one, and so can Merida and I" Kristoff says.
"If you guys are okay then why are you still here?"
"I leave by the end of the week" Merida says.
"I leave today" I say. "So does Kristoff" he nods.
"I leave if these babies decide to keep working" Eugene pats his chest. "You hear that lungs? I got my chest hair shaved off for you, don't let me down" he says making us laugh.
"Great, just great" Anna complains. "I'm only leaving in like a bijillion years"
"That's not a number" Merida says.
"Oh shut up, it's true" Anna says annoyed.
"You'll leave soon, Anna. Only person we need to worry about it Rapunzel" I say.
"Yeah" Eugene says in a sad tone.
"Maybe next time we meet up, it can be in her room" Kristoff suggests. "I mean, you can move can't you?" He asks Anna.
"It'll hurt, but I'll do it for Punzie" she smiles. We suddenly hear beeping coming from Eugene.
"I didn't do it!" He says raising his hands. A nurse runs in the room to Eugene then sighs in relieve.
"False alarm, one of the wires disconnected. I'm sorry but i think it's time you go into your room" he nods and she wheels him out the door.
"Bye guys!" He says.
"Bye" we say together. Kristoff stands up and walks over to stand next to Anna like I do. "I think we should've as back too" he says. I nod and he kisses Anna's forehead and I squeeze get hand. We walk towards the door and I turn back around. "Mer you coming?" She doesn't respond. She had earbuds plugged in.
I sigh and walk out. She's been like that for the past days, probably because of Hiccup. With all that's been going on i barely got to see it. Hiccups dead, and it took me 5 days to realize it. I feel tears threatening and quickly go into my room and close the door. I take a deep breath and sniff. "It's okay" I whisper to myself. I remember how the plane crashed and when I saw Anna up on the tree and tears falls staining my face.
"You're okay, you're okay, you're okay" I say repeatedly to myself. I think about how Rapunzel might never walk again and how Jack still hasn't woken up and I begin to have an anxiety attack. My breathing becomes uneven and my heart pounds fast. I feel vulnerable, I can't stop bad things from happening. But we all know that the truth is, no one can.
I walk over to the bed and cry a little. I hug myself and remember how Jack soothed me during my last attack. He hugged me and said that it was going to be okay. We talked about it.
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I walk into the room that I now have full access too. I press the button of the ICU where Jack lays unconscious. "Listen closely Frost, you can't die, you hear me?" I practically shout at the sleeping body. I grit my teeth. Why am I so mad? "You are not allowed to give up, you fight to stay alive you hear me?" I say and suddenly feel myself having a melt down again. "You stay alive, I need you, I can't do this without you" I cry and sit by his side. I hold him hand and bend it up to my forehead. I can't control it anymore, I cry, and that's all I can do. I almost feel like it's al I want to do.
Short but meh
