31 Days Of Hell {Sequel Discontinued}

Chapter Twenty: Drawing Near

~Sakura's POV~

It's been fun. It really has. Despite the impending fear of those four I think I've enjoyed this experience. Even though I couldn't say goodbye a final time to my parents, or unborn sibling, I've had an amazing time here at Rakuen Beach Resort.

I've met so many new friends. Ha I even think I've fallen for one of them. It's not like he'd like me though. Yes, I have had fun. But that doesn't balance out all the pain I'm feeling.

The pain of knowing when this is all over I'll be alone. I'll come home to an empty house, a destroyed one at that.

The pain of knowing that someone hates me so badly, and her friends hate mine to the same magnitude, that they'd hurt us. Yeah, Karin's belt she used on my back, it left scars.

Tenten had an asthma attack and nearly suffocated because they hid her inhaler.

They make Hinata so scared that she's stuttering all over again and her social anxiety has come back all over again it took her years to get over it. But in 30 days it was at its maximum.

Ino actually feels inferior to them, her flamboyant confidence is nothing more that a dying flame.

And all because they're petty and jealous of us.

They hate that we sat next to them on the airplane. They hate that they seem more fond of us than them. They're jealous that they're not us.

I'm just so scared of all this ending. A simple field trip has given me so much, I don't want it to end. But I know it has to. Even the most horrible stories have to end. Whether it be by quits or by completion.

I think everyone asks these questions at least once in their lifetime.

Who will I marry?

What job will I have?

Will I marry?

Will I have a job?

Will I start my own family?

What does my crush look like during PE?

How long will I live?

I've asked those questions a thousand times.

But instead of certain answers I have what I want.

My crush looks hawt in PE, no argument.

I want to start my own family.

I want to have a job.

I want to marry.

I want to be an author.

I want to live my lifetime and die of old age.

I want to marry Sasuke Uchiha.

There's one day left before we leave the resort and senior year comes to a close.

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I'm just so scared of all this ending. Writing about a simple field trip has given me so much, I don't want it to end. But I know it has to. Even the most horrible stories have to end. Whether it be by quits or by completion.

Our story is nearly over
~Fairy